Happy Birthday Cora
We had pie for Cora today. Monday would have been her 94th birthday. She would have wanted 94 pies.
I made my chocolate chiffon which was one on her favorites. Or at least she told me it was her favorite. She probably told others that their pies were her favorite. I bet that was similar to what Mom's tell their kids when they have them alone: "you are my favorite."
I drove by her house to see if the house had sold and pick some lemons. It had not yet sold and I could only find one “new” lemon. I expect the tree will no longer be so prolific without her mana feeding it.
At the pie gather I was talking to Thorn about the house not having sold and I found myself admitting that I had a subconscious wish that it not be sold. Also admitting that I don’t expect the new owners to stay long because they will likely be uncomfortable with the energy.
I guess I have still not let her go and the grief is manifest in a complex about the house. I have to work on that….
Afterall, I do want Elon to succeed.
I made my chocolate chiffon which was one on her favorites. Or at least she told me it was her favorite. She probably told others that their pies were her favorite. I bet that was similar to what Mom's tell their kids when they have them alone: "you are my favorite."
I drove by her house to see if the house had sold and pick some lemons. It had not yet sold and I could only find one “new” lemon. I expect the tree will no longer be so prolific without her mana feeding it.
At the pie gather I was talking to Thorn about the house not having sold and I found myself admitting that I had a subconscious wish that it not be sold. Also admitting that I don’t expect the new owners to stay long because they will likely be uncomfortable with the energy.
I guess I have still not let her go and the grief is manifest in a complex about the house. I have to work on that….
Afterall, I do want Elon to succeed.