Mar 24, 2005 22:53
so this guy thinks he and i are talking. but i didnt know we were considered talking. i dont know if like him like that though. he's cool and all but just not someone i'd want to date.
i need to find someone new, someone different than my normal and go for it. i need to find somone who wants me just like i am... no changes. maybe i just need to stop telling myself its not possible between US and let it happen. stop pushing myself away and let it be. stop persuading myself differently and let my emotions come on their own. think more with my heart and not my mind.
i got so much stuff today it was cool. i needed to restock my closet and i did. lots of summer clothes and an easter outfit. =) i got the killers cd and james taylor, no jim croce... =(
my mom got some cute stuff too... it was so much fun hanging out with her. i know it will end soon so i cherish every moment i get. i am going to be sooo busy now. i have a job at winn dixie so everyone has to come see me. i start training next week.
i'm so excited about spring break. i will only work nights because that is the only available time for the trainer. so the days are for me and the beach. yay!! anyone want to go with me... give me a call. i love the beach... more than anything.