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I'm stuck in a drought. Not only climate-wise, but more financial-wise. I NEED CASH.
Wishlist:
1. Two pairs of new boots (broke the heels on my favourite pair in Japan T_T Guess I was too overexcited)
2. Hair Extensions!!!!!! So desperate for long hair. Medium long hair is IMPOSSIBLE to curl with a large radius curler. T_T
3. Tuxedo blazers from General Pants. Androgyny is in. Doesn't sound as bad as it sounds. Tuxedo blazers, that is more feminised. LOL.
4. Vest! Really want those vests with buttons etc. etc. I want to match it with my tartan shirt etc.
5. A tie!!! Again, Androgyny is very very in.
6. SECHUNA CLOTHES. School girl is also very very in. It'll ALWAYS be in for me anyway. I really want those long baggy cardigans!!! I just can't find the right ones in Australia.
7. MAC brushes. I'm sick and tired of having to apply make up with cheap brushes that get worse and worse after each wash. I recently bought these superbly sexy Bobbi Brown concealer brushes. Cannot wait to try it out to hide my dark circles.
8. Ambidexterous. I want to be able to paint my right hand nails as perfectly as I do my left. OK, admittedly, my left hand isn't at all that perfect but looks a lot better. My right hand looked like my cat spilt ink and puke all over my hand. bad bad.
9. A skinny body. Not possible, considering temptation exists around me daily. I stupidly bought a whole fucking sack of Savoy cakes. WHY? WHY?
OK OK. time for solid planning and some serious determination and serious d/ling of pretty clothes on skinny, pre-teen girls off www.sechuna.com.
My thinspiration!!!!
I realised the most important thing for dieting is really self control. well, no shit. I realised that ages ago. Diet pills don't work long-term. One needs to avoid eating too much. It is more painful than it sounds. I tend to eat EVEn when i'm not hungry.
Today, felt very disgusted with myself. My breakfast and dinner consisted of cakes, cakes and cakes. Well, at least I can comfort myself with the fact that I have finished the whole thing and cannot therefore access more.
So, I lost one kg last week. but then, I probably already gained it back. Reality is very grim and I'm scared to face the scales.
Dieting is bloody difficult. But I've got to survive through this. Yes. I must drop another 5 kg. Yosh. Shall be determined.
Maybe tomorrow.
Or the day after.
The Easter holidays sound good.
Wishlist:
1. Two pairs of new boots (broke the heels on my favourite pair in Japan T_T Guess I was too overexcited)
2. Hair Extensions!!!!!! So desperate for long hair. Medium long hair is IMPOSSIBLE to curl with a large radius curler. T_T
3. Tuxedo blazers from General Pants. Androgyny is in. Doesn't sound as bad as it sounds. Tuxedo blazers, that is more feminised. LOL.
4. Vest! Really want those vests with buttons etc. etc. I want to match it with my tartan shirt etc.
5. A tie!!! Again, Androgyny is very very in.
6. SECHUNA CLOTHES. School girl is also very very in. It'll ALWAYS be in for me anyway. I really want those long baggy cardigans!!! I just can't find the right ones in Australia.
7. MAC brushes. I'm sick and tired of having to apply make up with cheap brushes that get worse and worse after each wash. I recently bought these superbly sexy Bobbi Brown concealer brushes. Cannot wait to try it out to hide my dark circles.
8. Ambidexterous. I want to be able to paint my right hand nails as perfectly as I do my left. OK, admittedly, my left hand isn't at all that perfect but looks a lot better. My right hand looked like my cat spilt ink and puke all over my hand. bad bad.
9. A skinny body. Not possible, considering temptation exists around me daily. I stupidly bought a whole fucking sack of Savoy cakes. WHY? WHY?
OK OK. time for solid planning and some serious determination and serious d/ling of pretty clothes on skinny, pre-teen girls off www.sechuna.com.
My thinspiration!!!!
I realised the most important thing for dieting is really self control. well, no shit. I realised that ages ago. Diet pills don't work long-term. One needs to avoid eating too much. It is more painful than it sounds. I tend to eat EVEn when i'm not hungry.
Today, felt very disgusted with myself. My breakfast and dinner consisted of cakes, cakes and cakes. Well, at least I can comfort myself with the fact that I have finished the whole thing and cannot therefore access more.
So, I lost one kg last week. but then, I probably already gained it back. Reality is very grim and I'm scared to face the scales.
Dieting is bloody difficult. But I've got to survive through this. Yes. I must drop another 5 kg. Yosh. Shall be determined.
Maybe tomorrow.
Or the day after.
The Easter holidays sound good.