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This was the last week of classes of this semester! Crazy! I already had one part of one of my finals. The conversation part of my Spanish one. She said I did a good job, but I was nervous as heck! I know all the words and I know how to conjugate them, it just takes me a long time to process what I want to say. It's annoying. But the only way to fix that is to practice. Also, pronunciation. I still sound like a Westerner. But honestly, my RA always speaks Spanish correctly and it just sounds lame. I mean, the language doesn't sound lame, but it sounds like she's trying to be all Spanishy. Idk, I'm stupid. I just need to speak it correctly because I know how it should sound, it just doesn't come out like that.
This week at work I've been in the toddler room. I'm usually in the infant room every day, but now I got moved to toddler because the normal toddler worker in the evening, Ladonna, never actually did anything and the other workers complained. I mean, I've worked with her and she is always on her phone and like, holding Kaiden. Which 1) spoils him and 2) ignores everyone else. But anyways, I was kind of annoyed that I have to be moved away from my babies that I've gotten to know and love and even from my coworkers that I now don't ever get to see all because Ladonna is a crap worker. One time this week they needed me in the infant room so I was in there for a couple hours with Ladonna and I just don't feel like she actually likes the kids! It's weird. But whenever we have to take the potty training kids to the bathroom, we have to go get the wagon, which is over by the infant room. On Tuesday I was getting the kids in the wagon and then I saw Talbert in the infant room! I hadn't seen Talbert in like 2 weeks because he was at his grandpa's in Dayton. Talbert is my favorite and I had missed him so much! So I ran over and picked him up and kissed him and told him that I loved him and missed him! But then I had to put him down and leave and he cried. Haha. I do that like, every day. Whoever is working in there always says, "Thanks, Miss Suzanne!" But it's not my fault I don't get to work with my babies!
But really the toddlers aren't that bad. They're fun. Talbert's brother, Christopher called me Mommy last night. Haha. I said, "Christopher, did you just call me Mommy?" He nodded his head. I said, "You're silly."
Last night was Christmas Open Dorm for the South dorms. I came home in time to see the boy's dorms. I walked over to the Hill, so far away but so worth it, because our old brothers did this show. It was hilarious! I'm hoping someone video taped it and puts it on Facebook because it's great. It ended with them all dancing the jump on it dance. Ah, so great.
Tonight is our open dorm, so I'm sure we'll have pictures. Ew, I really need to shower. I hope we have hot water! If we don't, this'll be the 15th or 16th day. "But wait, Suzanne, aren't you going to like, a really expensive school?" Why yes, yes I am.
I had a dream about Grayson last night! :X We were at Laura's beach! But it wasn't reallly Laura's beach, you know how that goes. Erin was there too and Kayla. And my parents. Haha. So all my favorites! I'm pretty sure Grayson and I have Spanish class together next semester again. Really he's just a fun guy. I'm not reading into everything like girls do. Like I think I used to do. Yesterday at lunch my friend Mel was talking about this boy and she was like, "What does he do that?" I said, "Because he's not thinking about what he's doing! He's just doing it. He's not reading into everything like you are. He doesn't mean anything by what he does, he's just doing it." I need to remind myself not to read into anything.
Which reminds me of something I'm probably not reading into. I saw Jack Thursday at the Hive in a really long line for lunch. We talked and it was good. I miss seeing him! He told me about his new house ministry (which I'm sure I'll update more about later but this entry is already long enough) and I told him about work. The thing is, he doesn't look at me when he talks to me. He looks like, to the left of me. Jeff was the same way. I told Katelyn and she's always thought that Jack's liked me, so of course she said, "It's because he likes you!" Really I wouldn't doubt it. Just because of the way Jack is I'm sure he either doesn't care enough about girls and relationships to pursue anything, doesn't think he could get me (hah which probably sounds cocky, but "isn't it really cocky if you know that it's true?") or he's just too busy. Anyways he's like 22.
Okay I think I'm going to go shower! I'm getting like a cluster of zits on the back of my neck. Gross. I don't know why I decided to share that, but there it is! I doubt anyone made it this far into the entry anyways. Okay. Peace.
This week at work I've been in the toddler room. I'm usually in the infant room every day, but now I got moved to toddler because the normal toddler worker in the evening, Ladonna, never actually did anything and the other workers complained. I mean, I've worked with her and she is always on her phone and like, holding Kaiden. Which 1) spoils him and 2) ignores everyone else. But anyways, I was kind of annoyed that I have to be moved away from my babies that I've gotten to know and love and even from my coworkers that I now don't ever get to see all because Ladonna is a crap worker. One time this week they needed me in the infant room so I was in there for a couple hours with Ladonna and I just don't feel like she actually likes the kids! It's weird. But whenever we have to take the potty training kids to the bathroom, we have to go get the wagon, which is over by the infant room. On Tuesday I was getting the kids in the wagon and then I saw Talbert in the infant room! I hadn't seen Talbert in like 2 weeks because he was at his grandpa's in Dayton. Talbert is my favorite and I had missed him so much! So I ran over and picked him up and kissed him and told him that I loved him and missed him! But then I had to put him down and leave and he cried. Haha. I do that like, every day. Whoever is working in there always says, "Thanks, Miss Suzanne!" But it's not my fault I don't get to work with my babies!
But really the toddlers aren't that bad. They're fun. Talbert's brother, Christopher called me Mommy last night. Haha. I said, "Christopher, did you just call me Mommy?" He nodded his head. I said, "You're silly."
Last night was Christmas Open Dorm for the South dorms. I came home in time to see the boy's dorms. I walked over to the Hill, so far away but so worth it, because our old brothers did this show. It was hilarious! I'm hoping someone video taped it and puts it on Facebook because it's great. It ended with them all dancing the jump on it dance. Ah, so great.
Tonight is our open dorm, so I'm sure we'll have pictures. Ew, I really need to shower. I hope we have hot water! If we don't, this'll be the 15th or 16th day. "But wait, Suzanne, aren't you going to like, a really expensive school?" Why yes, yes I am.
I had a dream about Grayson last night! :X We were at Laura's beach! But it wasn't reallly Laura's beach, you know how that goes. Erin was there too and Kayla. And my parents. Haha. So all my favorites! I'm pretty sure Grayson and I have Spanish class together next semester again. Really he's just a fun guy. I'm not reading into everything like girls do. Like I think I used to do. Yesterday at lunch my friend Mel was talking about this boy and she was like, "What does he do that?" I said, "Because he's not thinking about what he's doing! He's just doing it. He's not reading into everything like you are. He doesn't mean anything by what he does, he's just doing it." I need to remind myself not to read into anything.
Which reminds me of something I'm probably not reading into. I saw Jack Thursday at the Hive in a really long line for lunch. We talked and it was good. I miss seeing him! He told me about his new house ministry (which I'm sure I'll update more about later but this entry is already long enough) and I told him about work. The thing is, he doesn't look at me when he talks to me. He looks like, to the left of me. Jeff was the same way. I told Katelyn and she's always thought that Jack's liked me, so of course she said, "It's because he likes you!" Really I wouldn't doubt it. Just because of the way Jack is I'm sure he either doesn't care enough about girls and relationships to pursue anything, doesn't think he could get me (hah which probably sounds cocky, but "isn't it really cocky if you know that it's true?") or he's just too busy. Anyways he's like 22.
Okay I think I'm going to go shower! I'm getting like a cluster of zits on the back of my neck. Gross. I don't know why I decided to share that, but there it is! I doubt anyone made it this far into the entry anyways. Okay. Peace.