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Hey Patrick:
I lurv u Patrick and if you could come to Japan you would so stay with me that would be perfect. I miss ya much. But sometimes i can't help but thik that you just say this to be nice. I don't want you to think that i am putting you on the spot or anything it is just i have met people that will be really sweet to me and say that they would want to come stay with me or me come stay with them and then everything will be peachy. And it breaks my heart when it doesn't turn out that way...one day they stop talking to you or they block you or something and then it just ends up that they just wanted a temporary kick in their life and that to me isn't very nice.
I really do like you Patrick. And i would really like you to stay with me. And for everything to be peachy. But i don't want my heart smushed again just like what your brother did.
I just wanna know if this is going to end in a month or two. because if so then i don't want to continue liking every thing that you send me. and thinking about every word that you have typed, and how perfect it would be if you were to stay with me.
Don't think i am pushing you down b/c that is not my goal here i just want to know if you want everything to stay peachy? and i bet you and a lot of other people know where i am coming from.
Love your luv,
Courtkne
I lurv u Patrick and if you could come to Japan you would so stay with me that would be perfect. I miss ya much. But sometimes i can't help but thik that you just say this to be nice. I don't want you to think that i am putting you on the spot or anything it is just i have met people that will be really sweet to me and say that they would want to come stay with me or me come stay with them and then everything will be peachy. And it breaks my heart when it doesn't turn out that way...one day they stop talking to you or they block you or something and then it just ends up that they just wanted a temporary kick in their life and that to me isn't very nice.
I really do like you Patrick. And i would really like you to stay with me. And for everything to be peachy. But i don't want my heart smushed again just like what your brother did.
I just wanna know if this is going to end in a month or two. because if so then i don't want to continue liking every thing that you send me. and thinking about every word that you have typed, and how perfect it would be if you were to stay with me.
Don't think i am pushing you down b/c that is not my goal here i just want to know if you want everything to stay peachy? and i bet you and a lot of other people know where i am coming from.
Love your luv,
Courtkne