Dec 16, 2005 22:54
This is a strange moment in my life when I am, at the same time, really surprised and really not surprised, really happy and really sad, really confused, really sure and not sure. At the same time, all and none of these things. I can't even begin to describe...
I need to take time and digest. I need to cry. This will involve the watching of a sad movie because I don't cry without an outside stimulus. Its time to get some bottled-up emotion out.
It is now official: all of my current friendships within my group of friends is, in some way, highly awkward.