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Moment of weakness. I don't want to be here in class...just want to be at home. By myself. Kinda. Someone would be nice, but at the same time I don't know that it would really help.
With that said, I think I know why God put RTS in my life; well to have the relationship we're having...or whatever you want to call it...since we were already friends but didn't hang out outside of basketball...and as much as I want him to be my rock and be there when I need him in tough times and share my love with him and get his in return...In a sense, I think he has been my rock. I mean, he doesn't know why...nor anyone else for that matter except me, but despite the fact that he doesn't know, it means a lot to me. I mean he could easily just want one thing out of whatever this is...but it's not like that. Granted we have done things, we also have times where we just hang out and watch tv or play video games or do laundry..whatever...and while I would definitely like to see if there is anything more than just a fling with him, he has been there when I've needed someone. So for that, I will always be thankful to have had the chance to get to know him, have fun enjoying his company, and having a rock in my life when I so desperately need one.
Much love to you RTS...even though you'll never read this..and here's to the rest of the time we have to get to know each other..however long that may be.
With that said, I think I know why God put RTS in my life; well to have the relationship we're having...or whatever you want to call it...since we were already friends but didn't hang out outside of basketball...and as much as I want him to be my rock and be there when I need him in tough times and share my love with him and get his in return...In a sense, I think he has been my rock. I mean, he doesn't know why...nor anyone else for that matter except me, but despite the fact that he doesn't know, it means a lot to me. I mean he could easily just want one thing out of whatever this is...but it's not like that. Granted we have done things, we also have times where we just hang out and watch tv or play video games or do laundry..whatever...and while I would definitely like to see if there is anything more than just a fling with him, he has been there when I've needed someone. So for that, I will always be thankful to have had the chance to get to know him, have fun enjoying his company, and having a rock in my life when I so desperately need one.
Much love to you RTS...even though you'll never read this..and here's to the rest of the time we have to get to know each other..however long that may be.