Mar 29, 2010 21:12
Seriously. How do you fall so quickly and easily. Other than the fact that this is literally a dream come true to even spend time and get to know him outside of the basketball arena....
Why can't Mr. Right just come along and wow me and stay there. Forever. Be Mr. Right. Not Mr. Right Now.
Gahhh...why do I like him. Why can't I stop liking him? Why is it so hard for me? It's not like we've even spent THAT much time together. Why do I want him. Why doesn't he want me. Why Why Why am I so freakin' attracted to him...it totally sucks.
There's something wrong when it's only been a good solid week and I'm crying because I don't want it to end. As much as I would like to be in denial I guess that is infatuation or obsession ...I don't even know what you would call it...
Fuck this blows. Seriously.