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So life is going alright I guess. Can't complain too much, but there is definitely one thing I can't not complain about. I feel like I bother people when I do whine about it, but it really irritates me. I just need a break from her because I cannot stand looking at her right now.
I'm a neat, clean and very organized person. I don't like mess. I think you're extremely lazy when you can't take two extra minutes to wash your dishes. I think you're also very lazy when your clean dishes have been taken out of the dishwasher (esp when you do it) and leave them to air dry on the bar. I also find it annoying that if you spill something on the counter, you don't have the decency to wipe it up with a SPONGE, NOT A TOWEL. Speaking of towels, I hate that you have washed them maybe three times this whole semester. Granted, I know I have laundry I still need to wash, but when you are the one who stains the towels, I think you should be nice enough to wash them...oh but I forgot, I bought them so you don't worry about them. Oh yeah, when you cook..is it really that bad to wipe the stove top down when you splatter tomato soup or cheese on it? I also hate that I'm the one who always vacuums. That was one of the few things you did bring and I have yet to see you use it. I hate that you leave your SHIT in the living room all the time. How hard is it when you take something out of your tote, to leave it in your room...not the LIVING ROOM? Apparently you are a lot more spoiled than you think you are and are used to your MOM picking up right behind you as you drop shit everywhere. You're about to be twenty one. You need to grow the fuck up and learn how to be clean and have good hygiene. Seriously. I'm surprised someone has stayed in the picture for this long after seeing how messy your room and bathroom are. I know if I were him, I would've left a long time ago because your room smells and is constantly dirty. I realize we all have our "home smell," but yours is very strong and not in a pleasant way.
All I know is that you need to seriously learn how to fuckin' do something with your life when it comes to home life. Quit bitching about other peoples relationships ...including your own..and pick up after yourself. Everyone knows you liked him more than a friend, whether you're willing to admit that or not. And no, I didn't like that once they got together he dropped off the face of the planet, but that's life and when he realizes he doesn't have anyone there except for her...that's fine. Let him deal with it. This whole semester you've been saying you're ready to quit doin' the friends with benefits thing and want to settle down into a relationship..even if it isn't "THE ONE." Now that you have it, you're always trying to find something that's wrong with him or y'all...when he's not around of course...GROW THE FUCK UP and ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS. Nobody looks to get into a relationship that ends up not working out, but that's life and it's okay if that happens. Not everyone can find their first true love on the very first try. And if you don't, you'll be fine. It'll help you become a stronger person and help you realize what you want and don't want in your future husband. Just fuckin' get over the bullshit and take it for granted while you can.
And I hate that you think you're so badass and redneck. If you were, you wouldn't bitch that he wants to go real camping vs staying in a cabin with electricity and AC. Yes, I'm a girl and I would probably like the latter better as well, but learn to enjoy nature. It's something he wants to do so why can't you even consider trying it? After all, you might enjoy it. It's okay if he sees you without makeup. Makeup is superficial. Granted, I do think some people need it...you should be with someone that appreciates you for who you are. Again proving that you're really not as redneck as you thought because I seriously doubt they would truly give a flying fuck.
Another thing. We do have to pay bills and while they may not be that expensive, learn to conserve energy. For more than just our bills. And if you borrow shit...you should be kind and courteous enough to give it back as soon as you're done with it. Every time you borrow my parking permit, you always forget it and the one time I need it, you still have it and I'm screwed. Maybe I should be a bitch and not let you borrow it because I hate that I'm always reminding you to get it. Or here's a thought, maybe you should have registered for that parking permit in the FIRST PLACE DUMBASS. And when you take things like oh I don't know, spare keys...you should make sure that AS SOON AS YOU GET BACK FROM YOUR ERRAND you put it back where it belongs. The purpose of a spare is to have it in a place where it is easily accessible in case you really need it. When it's in your truck for at least two months because "you'll go look for in later" it does no good.
I am a roommate. Not your mother or grandmother. I should not have to pick up after you and I should not have to constantly ask you to do things that should be common sense. I should not have to ask for my permit back or my keys or that you pick your shit up and put it in your dirtier-than-a-twelve-year-old-boy's-smelly-room.
Needless to say, I cannot room with you next year. And I'm desperately hoping that when we get back from Christmas break, you will have matured a little bit so I don't snap and fuckin' tear your head off and cause problems in our friendship.
This shall end it for now because that's all I can think of off the top of my head that is really bothering me about her.
P.S. I miss you Bell :o)
I'm a neat, clean and very organized person. I don't like mess. I think you're extremely lazy when you can't take two extra minutes to wash your dishes. I think you're also very lazy when your clean dishes have been taken out of the dishwasher (esp when you do it) and leave them to air dry on the bar. I also find it annoying that if you spill something on the counter, you don't have the decency to wipe it up with a SPONGE, NOT A TOWEL. Speaking of towels, I hate that you have washed them maybe three times this whole semester. Granted, I know I have laundry I still need to wash, but when you are the one who stains the towels, I think you should be nice enough to wash them...oh but I forgot, I bought them so you don't worry about them. Oh yeah, when you cook..is it really that bad to wipe the stove top down when you splatter tomato soup or cheese on it? I also hate that I'm the one who always vacuums. That was one of the few things you did bring and I have yet to see you use it. I hate that you leave your SHIT in the living room all the time. How hard is it when you take something out of your tote, to leave it in your room...not the LIVING ROOM? Apparently you are a lot more spoiled than you think you are and are used to your MOM picking up right behind you as you drop shit everywhere. You're about to be twenty one. You need to grow the fuck up and learn how to be clean and have good hygiene. Seriously. I'm surprised someone has stayed in the picture for this long after seeing how messy your room and bathroom are. I know if I were him, I would've left a long time ago because your room smells and is constantly dirty. I realize we all have our "home smell," but yours is very strong and not in a pleasant way.
All I know is that you need to seriously learn how to fuckin' do something with your life when it comes to home life. Quit bitching about other peoples relationships ...including your own..and pick up after yourself. Everyone knows you liked him more than a friend, whether you're willing to admit that or not. And no, I didn't like that once they got together he dropped off the face of the planet, but that's life and when he realizes he doesn't have anyone there except for her...that's fine. Let him deal with it. This whole semester you've been saying you're ready to quit doin' the friends with benefits thing and want to settle down into a relationship..even if it isn't "THE ONE." Now that you have it, you're always trying to find something that's wrong with him or y'all...when he's not around of course...GROW THE FUCK UP and ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS. Nobody looks to get into a relationship that ends up not working out, but that's life and it's okay if that happens. Not everyone can find their first true love on the very first try. And if you don't, you'll be fine. It'll help you become a stronger person and help you realize what you want and don't want in your future husband. Just fuckin' get over the bullshit and take it for granted while you can.
And I hate that you think you're so badass and redneck. If you were, you wouldn't bitch that he wants to go real camping vs staying in a cabin with electricity and AC. Yes, I'm a girl and I would probably like the latter better as well, but learn to enjoy nature. It's something he wants to do so why can't you even consider trying it? After all, you might enjoy it. It's okay if he sees you without makeup. Makeup is superficial. Granted, I do think some people need it...you should be with someone that appreciates you for who you are. Again proving that you're really not as redneck as you thought because I seriously doubt they would truly give a flying fuck.
Another thing. We do have to pay bills and while they may not be that expensive, learn to conserve energy. For more than just our bills. And if you borrow shit...you should be kind and courteous enough to give it back as soon as you're done with it. Every time you borrow my parking permit, you always forget it and the one time I need it, you still have it and I'm screwed. Maybe I should be a bitch and not let you borrow it because I hate that I'm always reminding you to get it. Or here's a thought, maybe you should have registered for that parking permit in the FIRST PLACE DUMBASS. And when you take things like oh I don't know, spare keys...you should make sure that AS SOON AS YOU GET BACK FROM YOUR ERRAND you put it back where it belongs. The purpose of a spare is to have it in a place where it is easily accessible in case you really need it. When it's in your truck for at least two months because "you'll go look for in later" it does no good.
I am a roommate. Not your mother or grandmother. I should not have to pick up after you and I should not have to constantly ask you to do things that should be common sense. I should not have to ask for my permit back or my keys or that you pick your shit up and put it in your dirtier-than-a-twelve-year-old-boy's-smelly-room.
Needless to say, I cannot room with you next year. And I'm desperately hoping that when we get back from Christmas break, you will have matured a little bit so I don't snap and fuckin' tear your head off and cause problems in our friendship.
This shall end it for now because that's all I can think of off the top of my head that is really bothering me about her.
P.S. I miss you Bell :o)