Feb 23, 2006 16:06
i am in one of those slumps where i have NO motivation to do anything. all i want to do is sleep and smoke cigarettes. i have been going to bed at 9 and 10. which is early to me, because i usually go to bed at 12 or 1. my mom is going to parent/teacher conferences today :x and i'm sure they will all ramble about how smart i am but i am so lazzyyy. i don't think i'm smart. but i do think i am lazy. i wish i could just prove them wrong, but i don't feel like it.
so i have a driving lesson today. :x and i am pretty scared about it. i admit it, i am scared to drive. i get really hella nervous when i drive. i don't want to drive on the highway or anything....in fear of merging and crashing and dying ahhhhh
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anyways, i had to drive from my house to lagrange. on the highway. i thought i would totally suck. but the guy said i did "fantastic" lolzzzz. how cool am i ? i am oh so totally excited about getting my license now.