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This is a poem i wrote about a guy, a guy i liked alot, a guy who we started off with a simple valentines day bet and just ended all fucked up. I hate him a lot, he fucked me up really bad, because hes the perfect lover, he honestly is, he says all the right things, does all the right things, hes a brillant actor, and im the biggest sucker of them all. If was the committed type, he would be perfect but he isnt his one imperfection. I compare everyguy i meet to him, and no one is like him..No one can make me feel safe with one word. No one is as smart. Id die to go into any situation with him because i know he and i would make it out good.

Hes just..such a good actor.

Im trying my very best to stay away, find someone better.

I cant even see war of the worlds because of him, because i know that ill be so scared and hes the only one to calm me down.

but this poem sums up e v e r y t h i n g

and my heart pounds for nothing.
just another heartbreak to
add to our party mix.
come and sway to the music and
watch me fall
down in the midst of it all.
promises never made him too sorry,
wiping it all away with his
heart on his sleeve.

wondering what we believe is really
the truth,
does anyone know in the heat of it
all who our
hearts really belong to?
you were the one who dragged me
along for so long,
my eyes covered with lust and
shedding
attention like star dust. we failed,
didn’t we.

maybe it’s worse than we thought. i
don’t think heartbreak
has ever tasted this good.
and we roll our eyes like there’s no
affect from our
thoughts of those long summer nights
but we know
so much better than to say we're
alright.

for by now we should know that love
can only be temporary,
and soul mates can only be drawn
in ink.