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I'm sitting here eating a donut stick and pretzels. With water. It's late; 2:48AM.
And things are interesting. Nothing in particular, it's mainly the season change. I love summer, but this past one seemed to have lasted so long. Winter will be fun until January, haha. My life, schedule-wise, is pretty rigid. I am in school all day Tuesday/Thursday. Then on Sunday/Friday/Saturday I work two shifts, one in the afternoon, and one directly after at night. And work ends at MIDNIGHT. =SHITTY.
On the bright side, I have Wednesdays all to myself, and I usually manage to do something fun. I'm a full time student attending on a part time basis, working a humane/lazy-ish full time job(s), (32hours/wk), and.... that's about it.
I feel unchallenged. People say that if you're smart you should use that to make yourself a lot of money. Apply yourself, that way you can get a good job. Why else do people tell you that you are smart? (Outside of asking people why they are generally "smart"). And it all just seems sort of shallow.
c'mon Ben, use your words.
I don't really know what else to write on the matter. Maybe I have, or fear that I will get that male/middle class/white disease where you go through the motions of making your life what it should be, but then you end up crashing because it's not at all what you really wanted?
I write a lot, and say a lot, but I need to start to do a lot.
And things are interesting. Nothing in particular, it's mainly the season change. I love summer, but this past one seemed to have lasted so long. Winter will be fun until January, haha. My life, schedule-wise, is pretty rigid. I am in school all day Tuesday/Thursday. Then on Sunday/Friday/Saturday I work two shifts, one in the afternoon, and one directly after at night. And work ends at MIDNIGHT. =SHITTY.
On the bright side, I have Wednesdays all to myself, and I usually manage to do something fun. I'm a full time student attending on a part time basis, working a humane/lazy-ish full time job(s), (32hours/wk), and.... that's about it.
I feel unchallenged. People say that if you're smart you should use that to make yourself a lot of money. Apply yourself, that way you can get a good job. Why else do people tell you that you are smart? (Outside of asking people why they are generally "smart"). And it all just seems sort of shallow.
c'mon Ben, use your words.
I don't really know what else to write on the matter. Maybe I have, or fear that I will get that male/middle class/white disease where you go through the motions of making your life what it should be, but then you end up crashing because it's not at all what you really wanted?
I write a lot, and say a lot, but I need to start to do a lot.