insecurity overload.
im whiter then a saltien cracker. my beer gutt just dosn't seem to go anywhere. probably due to the fact that im forever drinking. it hurts to look at myself in the shower. it hurts to look in the mirror anymore. i feel as if im letting myself go, but im trying harder then i ever have. my teeth don't look as white, my pants don't fit right, the circles under my eyes are endless.. all i ever do anymore is sit on here or sleep, or eat. i want to do something. i need drugs. madd drugs. i need a hug.