Ahmens and Omens.
Its been a while since I updated and I gotta admit, writing this isn't flowing smoothly or willingly. I'm just not wanting to create another of those giant LJ gaps.
So I guess my summer has been pretty lame, and except for last weekend, has had very few exciting/enjoyable moments. Not a bad summer, just content.
I've been working 35-40 hours at Target, picking up odd shifts and working doubles when I can. Other than work it is only been the gym and random bursts of socialness with Lina or AJ. My surplus of income is definitely a new one, but it sucks that it is so short lived.... because:
I'm moving to Orlando in 5 days.
I went to UCF orientation last Friday and now all that is left to do is move my crap and secure a job for myself. I've already started packing and plan on getting most of the rest done tomorrow on my day off.
Even though part of me has waited anxiously for this move for well over a year, there is growing doubt and unease, especially now.
Things have changed.
The roommate situation for one. I'm no longer moving in with Steve and our friends. Its now Steve and his friends. After the split, Ari left one weekend and never came back. I'm still holding a grudge for that, but if she's happy she's happy. Steve's friend Mike took her place in the house. But rent will still be higher than expected.
I'm discovering things in Tally that I actually like. First Fridays, Black Dog Cafe, and work. Yes I like work! We have like 3 open higher level positions available right now, and I know I would get one if I tried.
And Steve let me down big time this weekend.
Sorry LJ, I would love to go into more detail and spill my guts but some things you can't even journal about. Its like... you can't write it in the history books while its still unfolding. Like when 911 happened or we first went into Iraq, that stuff still needs to unfold before you can even think about it unbiased and impartial.
So blah blah blah....
w/e.
I'll take the leap and catch myself if I need to.
So I guess my summer has been pretty lame, and except for last weekend, has had very few exciting/enjoyable moments. Not a bad summer, just content.
I've been working 35-40 hours at Target, picking up odd shifts and working doubles when I can. Other than work it is only been the gym and random bursts of socialness with Lina or AJ. My surplus of income is definitely a new one, but it sucks that it is so short lived.... because:
I'm moving to Orlando in 5 days.
I went to UCF orientation last Friday and now all that is left to do is move my crap and secure a job for myself. I've already started packing and plan on getting most of the rest done tomorrow on my day off.
Even though part of me has waited anxiously for this move for well over a year, there is growing doubt and unease, especially now.
Things have changed.
The roommate situation for one. I'm no longer moving in with Steve and our friends. Its now Steve and his friends. After the split, Ari left one weekend and never came back. I'm still holding a grudge for that, but if she's happy she's happy. Steve's friend Mike took her place in the house. But rent will still be higher than expected.
I'm discovering things in Tally that I actually like. First Fridays, Black Dog Cafe, and work. Yes I like work! We have like 3 open higher level positions available right now, and I know I would get one if I tried.
And Steve let me down big time this weekend.
Sorry LJ, I would love to go into more detail and spill my guts but some things you can't even journal about. Its like... you can't write it in the history books while its still unfolding. Like when 911 happened or we first went into Iraq, that stuff still needs to unfold before you can even think about it unbiased and impartial.
So blah blah blah....
w/e.
I'll take the leap and catch myself if I need to.