how.come.i.never.hear.you.say.i.just.want.to.be.with.you?i.guess.you.never.felt.that.way.
i'm back at school. i miss meredith so much...it's no fun without her. i think that she's going to love london though. sucks that she won't be here for her 21st birthday though. oh well. let's see...so living alone is interesting. and on monday and wednesday i don't have class until 6pm. on friday i don't have any classes. and tuesday and thursday i have a few classes at more normal times. so i'm going downtown to find another job, because my campus jobs do not pay enough. and i can definitely fit something into my schedule now. i have volunteering and stuff, but i can work around that. i just need to make sure that i can get to the gym at least four days a week and have enough time for hw and studying. this semester, since the social life will probably be minimal, i'm going to try once again for a 4.0. i doubt i can do it...because i can't. but maybe i can get that president's list thing. i've been getting like 3.2ish, which is fine, but i think that if i set a higher goal and really push myself, i can make it better. maybe. i already miss lauren. and kristen and i hung out a lot, making me miss her a lot too. erin is like in a rainforest. i hope that she's having an amazing time. and other than that, things are quiet and boring sort of...oh well. but at least i have two closets and a ridiculous amount of space. i've never had this big of a room all to myself, so that's a positive here. my parents are coming down this weekend to help me move things around and take the bunk bed down. yay, so see i'll have something to do this weekend at least.