utter dismay

[11bluebubbles]

that was the most humiliating, utterly embarrassing thing that i have ever experienced. i have never felt more stupid than i did today in my thesis defense. not only did i have no answers for most of the questions, i have to pay for my advisors mistakes. i'm so past depressed and almost bordering angry. i have a B+, but anyone in environmental science will tell you that that's an absolutely horrible mark for a thesis.

i feel like this guy:




i would have done better and it would have been more successful than the one that i did