God.
I'm such a fucking hypocrite. I just wanna wring my own neck. I must seriously the most pathetic person on this planet. Why do I say one thing about something, and then I got right ahead and do it. I couldn't deal with a person like that. How do I have friends. I'm sorry A. I know I should have just told you no in the first place. Sorry R. I really think I love you and I shouldn't be doing this to you.
What the hell and I talking about? These people don't honestly care about me. A for sure doesn't, but she was a friend and it was still mean. But R, I really sometimes think he does care about me. Something makes me believe it. But then it's me and it seems impossible to think something like that about me. So anyway, I am sorry, especially to you R, if you care.
What the hell and I talking about? These people don't honestly care about me. A for sure doesn't, but she was a friend and it was still mean. But R, I really sometimes think he does care about me. Something makes me believe it. But then it's me and it seems impossible to think something like that about me. So anyway, I am sorry, especially to you R, if you care.