It's been a month...
It's been a month since my last post here, and again I almost feel a little dirty. I don't know why, but posting here doesn't appeal to me like it did in the past, when I couldn't wait until the next day so I could post something (I didn't want to post more than once a day). I remember why I stopped even reading my friends' pages though. It was back when I was starving, and the appoint of text made me dizzy and nauseous. But now that that's clearly over with, I find myself able to look at these sites.
So I can eat again. What else is there? My hair has grown past my shoulders? Its getting so long that I'm starting to feel at the same time feminine, but masculine because of how the curls are taking, if that makes any sense. Girly because of the length, obviously. How I see curls being masculine is something I do not know. So please don't ask.
I've started going outside more often, too. The "first" time was a few weeks ago, I think. I went out to see some people I used to go to school with. We went to Tim Hortons, walked to another Tim Hortons and loitered in front of said Tim Hortons. Who's Canadian, eh? And yesterday I went downtown with my friend Em. We talked, we walked, and really that was about it. Same with today. The only problem was that all this made me realize just how stationary I truly am. I'm stiff. I'm sore. And I'm walking like an old man because I can't find any painkillers. Don't get me wrong! It was very fun.
Last night was also the first time going in a vehicle in weeks. I was nervous. I almost felt carsick. But I was fine after a moment. And today I went on the bus. :3 Twice.
So I can eat again. What else is there? My hair has grown past my shoulders? Its getting so long that I'm starting to feel at the same time feminine, but masculine because of how the curls are taking, if that makes any sense. Girly because of the length, obviously. How I see curls being masculine is something I do not know. So please don't ask.
I've started going outside more often, too. The "first" time was a few weeks ago, I think. I went out to see some people I used to go to school with. We went to Tim Hortons, walked to another Tim Hortons and loitered in front of said Tim Hortons. Who's Canadian, eh? And yesterday I went downtown with my friend Em. We talked, we walked, and really that was about it. Same with today. The only problem was that all this made me realize just how stationary I truly am. I'm stiff. I'm sore. And I'm walking like an old man because I can't find any painkillers. Don't get me wrong! It was very fun.
Last night was also the first time going in a vehicle in weeks. I was nervous. I almost felt carsick. But I was fine after a moment. And today I went on the bus. :3 Twice.