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Waterloo. Oh, Waterloo, how I loathe thee sometimes. To sum up all the insanely dumb unpleasantness that's going on here: my friends are self-absorbed egotistical jerks and I'm sick of being taken for granted, I'm very very heavily thinking of moving out (and actually have a place to go, woo!) and I have to have a frank talk with one of my roommates tomorrow about how she's being a terrible friend these days. AWESOME. Moving on.
Here's my ideal situation: I get the fuck out of this house, find one/two bedroom place that's not too much more than my current rent, and start searching for a job again. I've barely left my room since I've gotten here 'cause I'm stuck between depressed and annoyed so I really need to get back to the outside world.
The only thing not sucking currently is my lovely boyfriend. I feel so fucking terrible about everything that happened between us recently so all I can do now is focus on the future and how awesome we are together. I am stupidly lucky to have someone who treats me so well. Too bad I can't see value in things until I fuck it up. At least we're past all that and things are fine and he's pretty much the one thing making things okay for the time being. I really do hate depending on a boyfriend for my current happiness, but considering the state of the rest of my life, it's justified right now.
I have so much pent up anger right now towards everyone and everything. So I think I'll have a drink and play some WoW. AW YEAH.
Here's my ideal situation: I get the fuck out of this house, find one/two bedroom place that's not too much more than my current rent, and start searching for a job again. I've barely left my room since I've gotten here 'cause I'm stuck between depressed and annoyed so I really need to get back to the outside world.
The only thing not sucking currently is my lovely boyfriend. I feel so fucking terrible about everything that happened between us recently so all I can do now is focus on the future and how awesome we are together. I am stupidly lucky to have someone who treats me so well. Too bad I can't see value in things until I fuck it up. At least we're past all that and things are fine and he's pretty much the one thing making things okay for the time being. I really do hate depending on a boyfriend for my current happiness, but considering the state of the rest of my life, it's justified right now.
I have so much pent up anger right now towards everyone and everything. So I think I'll have a drink and play some WoW. AW YEAH.