Mar 16, 2005 01:34
i dont know what to do about skool. thanks to acc's bullshit i ended up taking this semester off. im fucking tired of acc, and im fucking tired of not getting this skool thang done. so now that i took the sem off i have a couple options im looking at.
a) transfer to tsu in the fall and do some summer skool at bullshit community college and move down south. this would be good cause i would get done w/ skool so much faster and being at a real university would make it seem like im actually getting somewhere w/ this whole skool thing as opposed to acc where it seems like im just running in place. only drawback would be that i would need to find another job down there b/c i seriously doubt wally world would transfer me down there and keep my pay the same.
b) sit at acc another semester or two, to get my gpa up high enuff to get into ut and then move down south. then, if for whatever reason i dont get into mccombs, i could just skool at the tsu campus in RR. i could keep my semi-decent pay at wm and live up north somewhere near parmer. drawback to this is that i would still be at bullshit acc.
demmt i need to figure this shit out kinda soon.
the girls good. i never thought we'd get back together after new years, but it was weird talking to her again. i remember feeling like shit after drea (from hs) broke up with me, i member all i wanted to do was get back with her and thinking about how much i wouldve done to get her back and i didnt get that chance, which is obviously good now, but point is, i guess i could feel where ashley was coming from. were still working on this whole trust thing b/w us, but the fact that she's done everything she said she would when we first got back together does give her some credibility. im hoping for the best, but being my cynical self im prepared for the worst. so no surprises if anything else comes up.
i need a roommy for may. wish my little brothers were old enuff to get a job and move out, that would actually be cool as shit.
need sleep work tomorrow.