Nov 27, 2004 00:13
i think ashley got me sick. damn girl.
i freakin loff thanksgiving! this is the first time in years we were in town for it so it was cool to spend it just w/ the fam. i did kinda miss seeing my cousins and granny and pawpaw and them, and granny's gumbo and pumpkin pie. holly hell. i missed that but it was cool just to spend it here. ate waaaay too much tho. damn my momma can cook, i love that woman. i love her food.
skool sucks, i freakin hate everything about it. im dropping out.
ashleys still around. this is surprising i know, but i kinda like it. the other day she called me her man and it didnt scare me or nothin, it was weird, i kinda liked it. i remember the last girl that tried to put that shit on me got kicked to the curb the next day. but this girl seems (key word SEEMS, cause thats all it is for now) to be real cool. its only been a couple weeks so i guess we'll see. but at least im not really scared of this whole 'commitment' bullshit anymore. at least not as much. i figure ill go with it and see where it goes. ill take care of things on my end and do what i do and if she fucks it up then her bad not mine. but so far, i like being with her. except for the part where she got me all sick and shit.