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why do things like this always happen to me? i know that sounds so cliche, but it's true. all i try to do is make everyone happy and somehow i always end up hurting the person that means the most to me. i don't understand why i'm doomed to encounter this situtation countless times. i know the person i need to read this won't, but just in case, i'm sorry. i never meant to hurt you. i should have never gone. in all honesty, all i wanted to do that morning was stay and cuddle with you. i didn't want to go to san francisco, but i did to make other people happy. it really bites when you can't predict what's going to happen based on the choices you make. i care about you so much and i just really want to talk to you about it. i miss you. love your amelia.