were goin through changes
I want to starve myself into non-existence.
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All I want to do is fall asleep in his bed. Spend the night in his bed.
Wake up in the morning in his bed. His arms around me. His lips on my cheek.
Us in his bed.
I don’t want to be walking along the edge of anything. It allows too much wonder for something else.
I don’t want possibilities; I just want something concrete.
Something firm, something I can believe in and rely on, something that won’t end.
All I was looking for was a familiar face. There were none.
I found a new face to be familiar with.
Happiness can be found in the most unexpected people.
I like people that want to make me happy.
Maybe the car accident could have been a little worse
and I could have ended up in the hospital
and been away from life for a little while.
I wonder what would happen if it was like that.
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I want things to get better.