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Friday was my 16th birthday.
Balloons. Cards. Brownies. Cookie Dough. Signs. Slippers. Notes. Hugs. Kisses. Disneyland.
-my birthday note from Lerner-
Kasten, the love of my life, Miller,
Wow, what to say… first off I want you to understand you’re probably the hottest girl in the world. I must say, my favorite memory this year was meeting you… and your ass… I love you so much. You’re so cute and sweet. You’re perfect. Caleb is a lucky man to have your love… your kids are gonna be way too hot, and your heart is made of gold. This year is one to remember, from your Wednesday outfit to your gorgeous grin. I don’t know what I’d do without you. Well, I hope you have the best birthday, you deserve it. Remember no matter what, I’m always here for you and will always love you. Hope I’ll see you this weekend… I’ll make it worthwhile.
Love always, Ryan
Pat gave me a silver necklace with a heart that had “AL” engraved on one side and “rad” on the other.
I think I love him more and more everyday.
And its not because of the present. It’s because of who he is. It’s because he played me German music and held my hand and kept me warm on the bus home from the track meet on Thursday. It’s because he cares about my happiness almost as much as I care about his. It’s because he makes me laugh and smile and love the world. I want so much for him. I am going to see that boy happy someday.
Carrie- “So are you and Caleb just friends?”
Me- smiling, “I don’t know… why do you ask?”
Carrie- “He looks at you differently than everyone else…”
He covered me in kisses and held me like I was his.
I have the best friends in the entire world.
Happy Birthday to me.