please dont say well never find a way and tell me all my loves in vain
I saw something today
when our eyes met and the world stopped.
I saw the past.
I have a feeling I may be seeing a lot of the past in the future.
Track started this week. It’s been an entire year since so many things. Little did I know last year that taking a step onto that field meant taking a step into a whole new world. A world where I fell in and out of love, formed so many new friendships, and stressed some other ones. On that track, I met and left the greatest love of the season, found one of my best friends all over again, and had the time of my life doing it all.
It’s been a year since all of the butterflies, smiles, tears, all of the pure moments where our eyes held endless conversations.
you make me shy you make me weak you make me laugh you make me smile you make me want you make me need you make me feel you make me love
“Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
now that I’ve been loving you so long.”
It's three miles to the river that would carry me away,
And two miles to the dusty street that I saw you on today.
It's four miles to my lonely room where I will hide my face,
And about half a mile to the downtown bar that I ran from in disgrace.
Lord, how long have I got to keep on running,
Seven hours, seven days or seven years?
All I know is, since you've been gone, I feel like I'm drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
In three more days, I'll leave this town and disappear without a trace.
A year from now, maybe settle down where no one knows my face.
I wish that I could hold you one more time to ease the pain,
But my time's run out and I got to go, got to run away again.
Still I catch myself thinking, one day I'll find my way back here.
You'll save me from drowning, drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
The mosaic keeps on puzzling, because no one can find their place and no one knows their name.
Happy Birthday today to the big brother that I never had, Ryan Christopher Lentz.
Always there for me to talk to, laugh with, lean on. My nights would be so much more lonely and my world a much more confusing place without you. You are an amazing guy and deserve the best.
Thanks for everything. I love you, Lou.