we're all looking for redemption, just afraid to say the name
Wednesday I had a dream
that I was walking with Hel through a playground
and we were talking about Caleb
and I was crying.
Thursday I had a dream
that Caleb and I were walking across
a soccer field together
holding hands
in a weird position because
I didn’t know what he was doing.
Friday I had a dream
that Caleb was telling me
that he missed me like crazy
and was whispering explanations to me
in a way I have never heard him talk.
I don’t understand what the point of dreaming all of that was.
No thanks.