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"She seemed dresed in all of me
stretched across my shame
all the torment and the pain
leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
just to have her for myself
now i don'tknow what to do
i don't know what to do
when she makes me sad
she is everything to me
the unrequited dream
a song that no one sings
the unattainable
she's a myth that i have to believe in
all i need to make it real is one more reason
i don't know what to do
i don't know what to do
when she makes me sad
but i won't let this build up inside of me
i catch in my throat...choke
torn into pieces
i won't....no
i don't want to be this
but i won't let this build up inside of me
she isn't real
i can't make her real"
the part in "red" is my fav. line in it...well today or I should yesterday was good once again. I got to see Sydney and spend almost 3hrs with her. it's better than nothing trust me. Well I asked her a "question" and she said "Yes" so yeah..I'm taken now and at least its someone I love and someone that I've loved for so long as well. Thought it was going to be awhile before it happend, but nope. I know we didn't rush into it just cause we've dated before and everything so yeah...well im gunna go surf the net some more and eventually make it to my bed. trying to go to bed earlier. So I'll be awake when Sydney calls lol. Yesterday I was halfway there but not completely lol..Well I'm off for now. talk to everyone later. ByeBye
ps- goodnight and sweetdreams Sydney. love you! nitenite