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[10dotsinlarceny]

I stand I shake
not from the DT, the DT hasn't
got me hasn't hit me,
the clouds are freezing
I wish I was unable to feel my hands I miss my
two weeks smeared together
with codine erasers back and forth
with addie chasers
jumping twiching lying in the bed
cursing weezing pushing
the sheets down from around
me still seeing blinking tracers
I like the comedown
numb gums
neural cascades
I like the way it feels
when I cannot feel
I like my eyes to
move colors slowly
I like my ties to
reality to be taut.
I like the way I feel
When my back tingles
Our skin glistens from sweat
but I can feel the glisten
Not only can I see and taste it
if I listen I can
hear the glisten.
When I shut my eyes
I'm not alive.