and now it sucks to be you too
Will could hardly stand it anymore. Everything felt so caged in. Just sitting there in his own home made him feel claustrophobic. Even Carly.
There she was, just napping in her carrier. Will stared at her. He didn't understand how something so small could simultaneously make him feel so much joy and yet so... Terrified. She was perfect and there was no way she'd stay that way with him as a fuck-up of a dad. He looked away.
He didn't know what to do. He was just sitting there, his knees pulled to his chest, rubbing his eyes. He hadn't done a thing all morning. Maybe he could...
No. It would be a terrible idea. There was no way he could do that when he was home alone with the baby. But... He just needed a little. Something to take the edge off.
He picked up the phone and called his buddy.
There she was, just napping in her carrier. Will stared at her. He didn't understand how something so small could simultaneously make him feel so much joy and yet so... Terrified. She was perfect and there was no way she'd stay that way with him as a fuck-up of a dad. He looked away.
He didn't know what to do. He was just sitting there, his knees pulled to his chest, rubbing his eyes. He hadn't done a thing all morning. Maybe he could...
No. It would be a terrible idea. There was no way he could do that when he was home alone with the baby. But... He just needed a little. Something to take the edge off.
He picked up the phone and called his buddy.