my trip to the art store
i didn't have work today, so i woke up late =) around 10-ish i went to go to pacific beach and surfed a little. i went downtown went into horton plaza and looked around. nothing in particular, just to waste time. went to the art store and bought some acrylic paints and some new acrylic brushes. bought two packs of 12x16 canvas. i speant 39 bucks on art supplies and went to mcdonalds and ate the dollar menu. i'm appreciating more to be alone. i've been pretty pissed off at people around me. i was talking to my dad last night. my dad isn't a terapist, but he's a good listener. i love my dad he's always helping out of stuff. i'm a daddy's girl and ilene is a mama's girl. i've been telling my dad how everyone is moving on to college and i'm in high school stuck with some friends i like but don't love like kina and aaron and stuff. and i hate how the fact that my sister can't decide if she wants to be in a relationship with ryan or whatnot. and it pisses me off slightly that she's just out there. i have so many problems i've been keeping inside its frustrating. i've been avoiding everybody and just going to the beach to just get everything off. usually it works but not this time. i don't know maybe it's a change people go through... something i have to go through