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it's so frustrating trying to figure out your future. okay, not your whole future, just your freaking choices. i know what i want, but how the hell am i suppose to get it?
Community College Choices
Santa Monica CC
EL Camino
West Los Angeles CC
Saddleback CC
Places to Live
Santa Monica = expensive
West L.A. = expensive
O.C (home) = expensive
Redondo Bch = expensive
Places Where I Know People
Manhattan Beach = my sister
UCLA = my best friend
O.C = my H.S. friends, my brother - his wife - their baby, place I know like the back of my hand
so what do i do? my mom is driving me crazy. i can't live here anymore. anything that doesn't have to do with christianity or a private school she's not interested in hearing about, she'll just make stupid sarcastic remarks. like, she'll bend-over backwards to pay for anything christian-related and anything that's not she doesn't care about. what the hell!? i thought parents were suppose to be excited when their kids express an interest in going to college? fucking hell. i have to spend my birthday alone, too. god. what. the fuck.
this is Un-Be-Lieve-Able.
Community College Choices
Santa Monica CC
EL Camino
West Los Angeles CC
Saddleback CC
Places to Live
Santa Monica = expensive
West L.A. = expensive
O.C (home) = expensive
Redondo Bch = expensive
Places Where I Know People
Manhattan Beach = my sister
UCLA = my best friend
O.C = my H.S. friends, my brother - his wife - their baby, place I know like the back of my hand
so what do i do? my mom is driving me crazy. i can't live here anymore. anything that doesn't have to do with christianity or a private school she's not interested in hearing about, she'll just make stupid sarcastic remarks. like, she'll bend-over backwards to pay for anything christian-related and anything that's not she doesn't care about. what the hell!? i thought parents were suppose to be excited when their kids express an interest in going to college? fucking hell. i have to spend my birthday alone, too. god. what. the fuck.
this is Un-Be-Lieve-Able.