May 15, 2005 23:10
Cath’s back. She’s just been accusing me of crying. Errmm…that’s not something I do very often at all, but there was no telling her. I think the puffy black eyes are more to do with lack of sleep lately than anything else. Not that I’m complaining…just saying.
Shit, I don’t want to go to work tomorrow. I have to give a presentation to the powers-that-be on technology. A road map of the next seven years in fact. I wonder if other “experts” in given fields actually feel like experts at all? How I went from supporting myself playing blackjack in the back rooms of seedy pubs to this is a mystery to me. Again, not complaining…just saying.
I want to retire to a desert island to capture my thoughts. But I want to do it with a sixty inch plasma screen, satellite television, dvd, SACD and DVD audio, a ten meg net connection, a dual 2,7 GHz processor G5, a lifetimes supply of margherita pizzas and mushroom vindaloo and the works of James Ellroy. I’m a pragmatic romantic.
Feeling rather down tonight. I don’t know why.