This is just all part of growing...
Accepting and coming terms to my reality now is the goal. I am still in transition. To predict my own future would make life not very thrilling, ey? I know there is a plan in store for me. Just as I'm willing to love intensely like wildfire.. I'm sure there is that man willing to do the same.
Today I said a prayer. I said a prayer of hope. Because I want to move forward and achieve my own greatness. So badly, I just want to succeed in my own right. I want to do for myself.
And while it's so easy to get distracted and fall in love too soon, I prayed for the strength to protect my heart.
I have such great people surrounding me. there is no need for this outlet in response to loneliness. I know that it's very easy for me to have people get close to me... and this has become an issue in the past. I know that it's hard for two people to grow together... yes. But... I have to let time take priority now.
Don't get me wrong. I am so into JB right now. I really am. But I have to do for myself... he even says so. I can't say for certain if he means it because I don't know him fully yet. I'm sure he'd appreciate it in the long run. I have faith that we can always help and be there for one another in some way or another.
I just.. can't let myself get ahead.. of myself :)
Today I said a prayer. I said a prayer of hope. Because I want to move forward and achieve my own greatness. So badly, I just want to succeed in my own right. I want to do for myself.
And while it's so easy to get distracted and fall in love too soon, I prayed for the strength to protect my heart.
I have such great people surrounding me. there is no need for this outlet in response to loneliness. I know that it's very easy for me to have people get close to me... and this has become an issue in the past. I know that it's hard for two people to grow together... yes. But... I have to let time take priority now.
Don't get me wrong. I am so into JB right now. I really am. But I have to do for myself... he even says so. I can't say for certain if he means it because I don't know him fully yet. I'm sure he'd appreciate it in the long run. I have faith that we can always help and be there for one another in some way or another.
I just.. can't let myself get ahead.. of myself :)