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I hate summer. I feel like shit all the time. The heat makes me angry and my allergies make me feel sick.
I'm burned out and tired of work. I haven't had a day off since May 9th (almost 90 days straight), so if you thought about complaining on how your job sucks, you can shove it. I don't want to hear it.
I don't really feel like I've re-adjusted to being back on shore yet. It's only been 2 weeks, but even still. I would think I would be used to it now. It still feels strange.
Today I had a discussion with a buddy of mine from work that I've been spending a lot of time with. We decided that we're assholes. Generally speaking, the way we treat each other and our friends at work we should be going home and crying ourselves to sleep at night - but we don't. Something to be said for that, I just don't know what. We also decided we do that because it's fun and we like it. Not really strange, not until we thought about how many times we've had to catch ourselves being assholes to people not in the work place who don't get the fun in it.
Through that discussion I realised that I'm an asshole sometimes to the people I really truely love and that breaks my heart. I suppose we all fall short...
I need to work out so I can stop being so fat and pass the PRT so I can not be kicked out of the Navy so I can keep going to my job that makes me feel like shit (most of the time). Ironic, yeah? I thought so.
In conclusion; I'm an asshole, I'm angry, I hate summer, my job sucks ass right now, I'm burnt out, I'm fat and I'm getting old.
I'm burned out and tired of work. I haven't had a day off since May 9th (almost 90 days straight), so if you thought about complaining on how your job sucks, you can shove it. I don't want to hear it.
I don't really feel like I've re-adjusted to being back on shore yet. It's only been 2 weeks, but even still. I would think I would be used to it now. It still feels strange.
Today I had a discussion with a buddy of mine from work that I've been spending a lot of time with. We decided that we're assholes. Generally speaking, the way we treat each other and our friends at work we should be going home and crying ourselves to sleep at night - but we don't. Something to be said for that, I just don't know what. We also decided we do that because it's fun and we like it. Not really strange, not until we thought about how many times we've had to catch ourselves being assholes to people not in the work place who don't get the fun in it.
Through that discussion I realised that I'm an asshole sometimes to the people I really truely love and that breaks my heart. I suppose we all fall short...
I need to work out so I can stop being so fat and pass the PRT so I can not be kicked out of the Navy so I can keep going to my job that makes me feel like shit (most of the time). Ironic, yeah? I thought so.
In conclusion; I'm an asshole, I'm angry, I hate summer, my job sucks ass right now, I'm burnt out, I'm fat and I'm getting old.