I haven't felt like this in a while. [ He sounds cheerful enough, though. ] You never know what this City is going to throw as us next and every day we're left wondering if the next day is going to be worse. [ His voice is clear and strong. ]I've only been here for a month, and honestly? I wonder how so many people can still be so strong after
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I didn't mean to be insensitive to those who would rather stay here. I know it sounds that way, and for that I apologize. [ He bows his head slightly to show he means it. ]
There are probably thousands upon thousands of worlds out there that I will never even learn about. It's not my place to judge someone for wanting to stay here, and I would never do that.
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Then why did you question it like a fucking wiggler in the first place?
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If you want to stay in the City, that's your choice, but I have to find a way out. I won't give up.
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It's also not about giving up! You'll return to wherever you need to be in due time, you goddamn idiot. Everyone returns at some fucking point!
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But I can't just sit back and wait, even if what you say is true. I have to find a way out, I can't just sit around and wait for stuff to happen. I know it's a long shot, and that others have tried escaping. [ Since he wants this man to know he never assumed no one had tried before. ] But I don't think wanting to go home now makes me an idiot.
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No, there's nothing wrong with wanting to go back, but don't just get all up in your hooves. Getting all over emotional and fucking caught up in the moment? That's bad fucking news. You say shit you don't mean and end up paying for it later.
But there's also the fact that who the fuck knows what's going to happen. If you try so zealously to return when no one in four goddamn human years has succeeded, that's not going to go over well on you just in general.
Coincidentally, I do want to get back, even if that means I'm going to fucking die within minutes, which is a very real possibility! But I have people here that also need me so guess what? I'm going to focus my goddamn attention on them like a food friend and leader should until it's time for me to go back.
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I know that and I promise I will be careful. The last thing I want to do is get anyone hurt. You're not the first person who has told me that escape attempts usually don't end well for everyone. If I knew I was the only person who would suffer for trying to leave, that'd make things a whole lot easier. This place really knows how to keep you trapped here.
I wasn't asking for myself you know. I want to find a way for everyone to return home. Everyone who wants to at least.
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