i would put this behind an lj cut, but im too lazy
Full name: melanie ames rogers
Nicknames: smellanie, elliot
Sex: female
Age: 15, gunna be sixteen in less than a month
Birthday: 8588
Birth place: Houston
Current residence: Houston
Zodiac Sign: leo
Parents names: lucy and bob
Sibling's names and ages: katherine, 19. robert, 9
Pets: tigger (cat)
Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: fuck no :(
If so, who are they?: your mom
How long have you been dating?: since i got her pregnated
Do you have a crush?: yeah
Would you rather be single or taken right now?: Taken..
How many people have you dated this past year?: 1
How many people have you kissed in your life?: hell if i know
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?: only one
If you didn't mean it, why did you say it?: ive only said i love you to one person, and i really did mean it
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: yeah :(
Are you friends with your ex/exes?: yeah, kinda
Have you ever cheated on someone?: no
Have you ever been cheated on?: yes
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: hmm, i dont know. i guess when james came to my gay orchestra concert..that meant alot to me
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: someone who doesnt treat me like shit, or have any stds
Biggest Turn-ons: gross teeth, tall guys, i like a guy who could kick my ass if they wanted to (not that its a big thing because im really weak)
Turn-offs: assholes, concieted men, short boys, straight teeth
Friends
Nicest:none of them :p
Bitchiest: lindsay
Prettiest: Kaitlin
Hottest?: Kaitlin, duh.
Best eyes: ben
Best hair: zach, haha
Biggest Flirt: Bryan
Tallest: zach
Shortest: i dont associate with short people.
Most likely to become a serial killer?: heh. probably me..or zach
Most caring?: matt, sometimes :)
Most trustworthy?: matt, or zach
Most likely to go out with you?: no one. because no one likes me
Best body?: kaitlin
Most like you?: zach :( because we're both really crazy
Most fun to be with?: All of them
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarded?: yes
Ugly?: yes, but it was by myself
Hot?: yeah
Fat?: haha no
Anorexic?: oh yes..i used to get all kinds of shit for my weight
A waste of space?: no
Useless?: yes
Sexy?: yeah, but its not true...at all
Smelly?: haha no. i wish
A Slut?: yes.
Beautiful?: yes. and yet again, i dont understand why
Smart?: yes
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: ohh yes
A Bitch?: haha, yeah/.
Rebel?: not really
Conceited?: no
Currently
What are you wearing?: hospital shirt and grey shorts
Who are you talking to?: no one
How is the weather?: calm
What are you listening to?: crickets
What/Who are you thinking about?: about how everyone i know and love is going to die and leave me all alone
What are you eating/drinking?: nothing
What are you looking forward to: my birthday
What are you dreading?: my headache coming back
How are you feeling?: cynical
How is your hair?: wet
What time is it?: 10:33
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: horrible depression, all the time.
What emotion is the best?: being loved
Worst?: rejection
What songs make you cry?: pictures of you- the cure
What always cheers you up?: whip it-Devo
What make you madder than anything?: being rejected constantly by the same people
What hurts you the most?: loving someone more than anything, and them not even care that you're alive
Which person always makes you happy?: katie, matt, and ben
Depressed?: certain people that i wont list..:(
Are you a really emotional person?: oh, yes. and its my biggest downfall
What do you do when you're depressed?: draw sad pictures in my sketch book
What song do you think was written about your life?: Creep-Radiohead
When Was The Last Time You..
Kissed?: hmm. i guess james a couple of weeks ago
Had sex?: hahaha
Cried?: like a week ago
Got dumped?: around january
Dumped someone?: like 2 years ago
Three Things
3 things you enjoy doing
1. drawing
2. being with my friends
3. eating
3 people you love
1. ....
2. my friends
3. my family.
3 things you hate
1. myself
2. my house
3. eww, and i hate mayonaisse
3 things you regret
1. cant say
2. cant say
3. cant say.
3 things you are looking forward to
1. getting my liscense
2. eating breakfast
3. playing zelda
3 things you dislike about yourself
1. My face
2. My body
3. my heigth
3 things that describe your looks
1. ugly
2. ugly
3. ugly
Issues
"Do you do drugs?: of corse not, im a good girl! haha. jk.
Do you have a mental disability?: i dont think so
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: yes.
What kind?: serizone, for severe depression
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: kind of. in like eigth grade, i thought i was fat so i only ate when it was nescesary..which was like every two days. but that doesnt count
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: schitzophrenia, heart disease, cancer, being crazy..
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: my mom
Yelled at?: eric
Kissed?: james
Hugged?: my dad
Flirted with?: ehe heh
Talked to on the phone?: katie
IMed?: johnathan
Made love to?: lol
Fought with?: tthe world!!! haha.
Worried about?: becoming fat
Wanted to kill?: myself, random strangers..
Cried over?: not going to say
Thought about?: certain people..
Are you...
Understanding?: no, not really
Pretty?: No.
Nice?: oh god no
A bitch?: yes
Hard to get?: no, not really
Confident?: no.
Depressed?: yes, very.
Hyper?: not really
Popular?: blehh
Friendly?:sometimes
Sexy?: nope.
Hungry?: no, i just ate
Original?: i suppose
Shy?: Very
Emotional?: yes
Messy?: ohh yes
Arrogant?: rarely
Immature?: yes, very
Sad?: yeah, quite often
Trusting?: Yes
Healthy?: no
Sleepy?: not really
Lonely?: yeah :(
Independent?: no, im very clingy
Romantic?: maybe
Nicknames: smellanie, elliot
Sex: female
Age: 15, gunna be sixteen in less than a month
Birthday: 8588
Birth place: Houston
Current residence: Houston
Zodiac Sign: leo
Parents names: lucy and bob
Sibling's names and ages: katherine, 19. robert, 9
Pets: tigger (cat)
Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: fuck no :(
If so, who are they?: your mom
How long have you been dating?: since i got her pregnated
Do you have a crush?: yeah
Would you rather be single or taken right now?: Taken..
How many people have you dated this past year?: 1
How many people have you kissed in your life?: hell if i know
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?: only one
If you didn't mean it, why did you say it?: ive only said i love you to one person, and i really did mean it
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: yeah :(
Are you friends with your ex/exes?: yeah, kinda
Have you ever cheated on someone?: no
Have you ever been cheated on?: yes
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: hmm, i dont know. i guess when james came to my gay orchestra concert..that meant alot to me
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: someone who doesnt treat me like shit, or have any stds
Biggest Turn-ons: gross teeth, tall guys, i like a guy who could kick my ass if they wanted to (not that its a big thing because im really weak)
Turn-offs: assholes, concieted men, short boys, straight teeth
Friends
Nicest:none of them :p
Bitchiest: lindsay
Prettiest: Kaitlin
Hottest?: Kaitlin, duh.
Best eyes: ben
Best hair: zach, haha
Biggest Flirt: Bryan
Tallest: zach
Shortest: i dont associate with short people.
Most likely to become a serial killer?: heh. probably me..or zach
Most caring?: matt, sometimes :)
Most trustworthy?: matt, or zach
Most likely to go out with you?: no one. because no one likes me
Best body?: kaitlin
Most like you?: zach :( because we're both really crazy
Most fun to be with?: All of them
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarded?: yes
Ugly?: yes, but it was by myself
Hot?: yeah
Fat?: haha no
Anorexic?: oh yes..i used to get all kinds of shit for my weight
A waste of space?: no
Useless?: yes
Sexy?: yeah, but its not true...at all
Smelly?: haha no. i wish
A Slut?: yes.
Beautiful?: yes. and yet again, i dont understand why
Smart?: yes
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: ohh yes
A Bitch?: haha, yeah/.
Rebel?: not really
Conceited?: no
Currently
What are you wearing?: hospital shirt and grey shorts
Who are you talking to?: no one
How is the weather?: calm
What are you listening to?: crickets
What/Who are you thinking about?: about how everyone i know and love is going to die and leave me all alone
What are you eating/drinking?: nothing
What are you looking forward to: my birthday
What are you dreading?: my headache coming back
How are you feeling?: cynical
How is your hair?: wet
What time is it?: 10:33
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: horrible depression, all the time.
What emotion is the best?: being loved
Worst?: rejection
What songs make you cry?: pictures of you- the cure
What always cheers you up?: whip it-Devo
What make you madder than anything?: being rejected constantly by the same people
What hurts you the most?: loving someone more than anything, and them not even care that you're alive
Which person always makes you happy?: katie, matt, and ben
Depressed?: certain people that i wont list..:(
Are you a really emotional person?: oh, yes. and its my biggest downfall
What do you do when you're depressed?: draw sad pictures in my sketch book
What song do you think was written about your life?: Creep-Radiohead
When Was The Last Time You..
Kissed?: hmm. i guess james a couple of weeks ago
Had sex?: hahaha
Cried?: like a week ago
Got dumped?: around january
Dumped someone?: like 2 years ago
Three Things
3 things you enjoy doing
1. drawing
2. being with my friends
3. eating
3 people you love
1. ....
2. my friends
3. my family.
3 things you hate
1. myself
2. my house
3. eww, and i hate mayonaisse
3 things you regret
1. cant say
2. cant say
3. cant say.
3 things you are looking forward to
1. getting my liscense
2. eating breakfast
3. playing zelda
3 things you dislike about yourself
1. My face
2. My body
3. my heigth
3 things that describe your looks
1. ugly
2. ugly
3. ugly
Issues
"Do you do drugs?: of corse not, im a good girl! haha. jk.
Do you have a mental disability?: i dont think so
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: yes.
What kind?: serizone, for severe depression
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: kind of. in like eigth grade, i thought i was fat so i only ate when it was nescesary..which was like every two days. but that doesnt count
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: schitzophrenia, heart disease, cancer, being crazy..
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: my mom
Yelled at?: eric
Kissed?: james
Hugged?: my dad
Flirted with?: ehe heh
Talked to on the phone?: katie
IMed?: johnathan
Made love to?: lol
Fought with?: tthe world!!! haha.
Worried about?: becoming fat
Wanted to kill?: myself, random strangers..
Cried over?: not going to say
Thought about?: certain people..
Are you...
Understanding?: no, not really
Pretty?: No.
Nice?: oh god no
A bitch?: yes
Hard to get?: no, not really
Confident?: no.
Depressed?: yes, very.
Hyper?: not really
Popular?: blehh
Friendly?:sometimes
Sexy?: nope.
Hungry?: no, i just ate
Original?: i suppose
Shy?: Very
Emotional?: yes
Messy?: ohh yes
Arrogant?: rarely
Immature?: yes, very
Sad?: yeah, quite often
Trusting?: Yes
Healthy?: no
Sleepy?: not really
Lonely?: yeah :(
Independent?: no, im very clingy
Romantic?: maybe