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I did a move which i totally regret a moment ago --> flipped through my calendar
It serves as a holiday mood spoiler as it successfully conveyed a remorseful message to me, "Your holiday will be up in 3 weeks time. Ur end is here!" and da calendar seem to be laughing wickedly! Time waits for no one, indeed it is true. So I shall not be bothered by ppl whom i tink i will dread to meet and destined to dislike for life. I've tried given them a 2nd chance but i just cant seem to communicate with them. I guess the thorn will always be there stuck in my heart.
Da worst thing one would do is to gather in a circle to gossip about others. Gossiping is not a bad thing, as it allows one to vent all da unhappiness about a particular person. But please, dun ever gather and gossip with ppl u dun even consider friends. and please, dun gossip in public where da surroundings are packed with ur not-so-close friends. Isnt it a dumb thing? Yes, u r able to vent and talk about others but da walls have ears and there might be a 'spy' in ur circle. Thanks for being such a dumb throughout those years. U guys really colour up my life, by using UGLY DARK COLOURS. Guess you'd never learn from ur mistakeS or have u? I wont deny i gossiped too, and i noe how it would hurt for one to hear someone talking bad about one's self. But im not as dumb as to hold a discussion to gossip.
Im sorry that I hold grudges. Btw, this happened a few years back, im just venting my unhappiness after coming back from a reunion recently. And, this is my blog and its my say, if u feel offended by this entry, then i tink u r just prolly guilty about wad u had done.
I tried letting go by plucking out da thorn, but it somehow grows back whenever i see them.
oh well, i shall jus leave it there as i realized there are people who are just not worthy to be friends.