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Yesterday I recived a text message from mark.
He said he was in Windsor and he wanted to see me.
I automatically got in my car and drove to techumseh mall to see him.
I did look hot....sorry modesty is not needed right now.
We had small talk, it was odd.
I don't know if he's ever going to talk to me again, I think my new hair due turned him off.
I wish he never called because now I keep thinking about him.
yeah, I am over him but since I saw him it just brought back memories.
No Marianne, i do not have feelings for him all over again. Well I shouldn't say that. I will always love him but do I realy want something between us? No, I don't think so.
Part of me is glad that he called, it made me feel special that he wanted to see me but the other part is pissed because now he's on my mind. I'm sure that's normal.
he was my first love, I'll never forget him but I don't think I'll ever want something between us, he screwed me up WAY too much.
Anyone have advice....should I just disregard the whole visit. I wrote him an e-mail...if he doesn't reply that I get the hint...
I have to go to bed, therapy & work are awaiting me tomorrow.
Sleep Well.
_leah_
He said he was in Windsor and he wanted to see me.
I automatically got in my car and drove to techumseh mall to see him.
I did look hot....sorry modesty is not needed right now.
We had small talk, it was odd.
I don't know if he's ever going to talk to me again, I think my new hair due turned him off.
I wish he never called because now I keep thinking about him.
yeah, I am over him but since I saw him it just brought back memories.
No Marianne, i do not have feelings for him all over again. Well I shouldn't say that. I will always love him but do I realy want something between us? No, I don't think so.
Part of me is glad that he called, it made me feel special that he wanted to see me but the other part is pissed because now he's on my mind. I'm sure that's normal.
he was my first love, I'll never forget him but I don't think I'll ever want something between us, he screwed me up WAY too much.
Anyone have advice....should I just disregard the whole visit. I wrote him an e-mail...if he doesn't reply that I get the hint...
I have to go to bed, therapy & work are awaiting me tomorrow.
Sleep Well.
_leah_