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God, I feel so stupid. Why did I ever even believe that we could exist? that we could be together? they don't even know I exist, that I'm alive. But for some reason I can't stop loving them, I guess I might just love them for the rest of my life. How can I have such strong feelings for somebody who never even talked to me before? How can I want to do anything for them, yet they've never even given me the time of day. I honestly wish that I could choose who I love. Dear God, please help me with this one ♥.