the big 2-1
The sky has been the only thing to ever completely take my breath away. I swear i just want to blend into it.
On my way to work today there was a huge flock of white birds flying in front of a gray cloud and just above the gray was vibrant pink and some orange. The colors reflected on the white feathers and it looked like the birds were on fire and little embers were flying everywhere, but in a beautiful way. Haha. They flew closer and they were just ugly seagulls.
Anyway, 21st birthday today. Wooop dee dooooo!
I just want to burrow until this self loathing phase passes. Blahhhh, i really don't know if i will ever know what to do with myself. It's such a horrible feeling.
Steve and I are going to see little jimmy norton and artie lange in pennsylvania. were going to go next friday night and then have saturday to explore. The show is at 8pm. I wish Tom and Ang could come too, but of course not. =[
I reallly want to go to the philidelphia tattoo convention! Why can't it be on the 21st and not the 27th?! tat'd be perfect.... would two weekends of driving 3 and a half hours to PA be ok? heh. I want to start on my back/side tattoo piece. I need money. I need BOSTON! And more money.
I wonder what i'm going to do tonight? Probably, smoke myself retarded and pass out. Hahaha. Just kidding, I am now 21 so by default that means i will have to drink myself retarded. ;p
anywayssss, crappy camera phone.
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On my way to work today there was a huge flock of white birds flying in front of a gray cloud and just above the gray was vibrant pink and some orange. The colors reflected on the white feathers and it looked like the birds were on fire and little embers were flying everywhere, but in a beautiful way. Haha. They flew closer and they were just ugly seagulls.
Anyway, 21st birthday today. Wooop dee dooooo!
I just want to burrow until this self loathing phase passes. Blahhhh, i really don't know if i will ever know what to do with myself. It's such a horrible feeling.
Steve and I are going to see little jimmy norton and artie lange in pennsylvania. were going to go next friday night and then have saturday to explore. The show is at 8pm. I wish Tom and Ang could come too, but of course not. =[
I reallly want to go to the philidelphia tattoo convention! Why can't it be on the 21st and not the 27th?! tat'd be perfect.... would two weekends of driving 3 and a half hours to PA be ok? heh. I want to start on my back/side tattoo piece. I need money. I need BOSTON! And more money.
I wonder what i'm going to do tonight? Probably, smoke myself retarded and pass out. Hahaha. Just kidding, I am now 21 so by default that means i will have to drink myself retarded. ;p
anywayssss, crappy camera phone.
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