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So, I think I'm going to start using this more often.
I decided that it's interior design. All the way. My heart races when I think about it..that has to be a sign to put your energy and effort (money) into something that makes you feel this way. I'm nervous and thrilled. I don't know why. I don't know how to explain..maybe this is what passion really feels like? or is it the first day of school feeling?
Blahh, I'm so indecisive lately. I don't know anything about myself for months at a time and then for the rest of the year you can't put me down and I love myself.
I feel like all of my friends are so different from me in the ways we handle certain things. More so that I can't always give them the best advice because i think so differently and i am so more confrontational than most of them. I'm not just talking about one person..it's pretty much all of them. I almost feel like they have no self respect, but i know that it isn't that and I just don't understand their logic. Not just about you Meg, either. Don't get angry it's me who is redunk.. i don't know it makes me feel bad, though. Steve get's walked all over and expected to be the best and never make a mistake when he is the only one that gives a damn about what he does and has a real desire to learn. Ang and her family or ex boyfriend don't know what a cool person she is and how fragile and loving she is. I just want to yell at everyone who hurts them like!!! I'm like super fucked up, though.
I cut my hand last week and i had to get sticthes and they itch badly. I really thnk i can just take them out myself and i don't have to bother going to the doctor, but everyone keeps calling me stupid for thinking it. All you have to do is cut and pull. like when you take the tags off a new shirt.
My laptop is completely effed up..(not the one i'm on now)and it pisses me off because i wanted to post some of my photos from the photo class at Post. The professors strongly encourages me to have photo as my minor and graphic design as my major. They pretty myuch told everyone they should major for something different then what they were originally there for. I still don't know how i feel about that. Obviously, i shouldn't take that advice to heart.
I feel like a retard right now..I feel drunk. weird shit.
I decided that it's interior design. All the way. My heart races when I think about it..that has to be a sign to put your energy and effort (money) into something that makes you feel this way. I'm nervous and thrilled. I don't know why. I don't know how to explain..maybe this is what passion really feels like? or is it the first day of school feeling?
Blahh, I'm so indecisive lately. I don't know anything about myself for months at a time and then for the rest of the year you can't put me down and I love myself.
I feel like all of my friends are so different from me in the ways we handle certain things. More so that I can't always give them the best advice because i think so differently and i am so more confrontational than most of them. I'm not just talking about one person..it's pretty much all of them. I almost feel like they have no self respect, but i know that it isn't that and I just don't understand their logic. Not just about you Meg, either. Don't get angry it's me who is redunk.. i don't know it makes me feel bad, though. Steve get's walked all over and expected to be the best and never make a mistake when he is the only one that gives a damn about what he does and has a real desire to learn. Ang and her family or ex boyfriend don't know what a cool person she is and how fragile and loving she is. I just want to yell at everyone who hurts them like!!! I'm like super fucked up, though.
I cut my hand last week and i had to get sticthes and they itch badly. I really thnk i can just take them out myself and i don't have to bother going to the doctor, but everyone keeps calling me stupid for thinking it. All you have to do is cut and pull. like when you take the tags off a new shirt.
My laptop is completely effed up..(not the one i'm on now)and it pisses me off because i wanted to post some of my photos from the photo class at Post. The professors strongly encourages me to have photo as my minor and graphic design as my major. They pretty myuch told everyone they should major for something different then what they were originally there for. I still don't know how i feel about that. Obviously, i shouldn't take that advice to heart.
I feel like a retard right now..I feel drunk. weird shit.