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OW! k...just about ripped my nipple bar out with a fucking glowstick tonight. that was not cool an anyway. im thinking it is about solid time i give those up. fire is okay, glowsticks are bad.
I might have said this before but seriousely I fucking hate girls sometimes. I know that I'm kinda playing a few girls right now, but the only problem with that is that one of them is fucking clinging to me and the others are ignoring me. And the one clinging needs to back off...seriously. I hate to say it but yea I'm ignoring her text messages and then gonna give her some bullshit about how i didnt have my phone on me. I don't want to deal with her. I don't want a girlfriend...at least not her. I can think of at least two girls I wouldn't mind dating, she is not one of them. I guess thats what I get though for being a slut. no I didn't sleep with her, we just made out and I really hope that she doesn't think that it was something more than it was. Fuck...I knew this was gonna happen. Me trying to please myself is only gonna make things worse. I guess I didn't learn anything. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeap...room mate pissing me off. I can't even being to explain how annoying he is. Ever seen someone bitch about FREE FOOD!? Yea, he does. everything has to be his perfect little way, even though he wants everyone to do it for him. what a fucking douche! glad the basterd is gonna start paying some fucking bills around here now.
God I wanted to go out and do something tonight, with....shit no names...We'll call her K. I called her yesterday to see if she wanted to hang out today and she said that she had some stuff to do but would give me a call. HA! Yea fucking right...leading me on like every other fucking girl. I sent her a text message earlier and she has sent a few back, nothing about why she didnt call and im sure she isnt going to say anything about it either. I'm sure that I'm not going to talk to her to much more unless I see her at the club.
I wish I could go dance with someone...and not booty dance, that just pisses me off. note thats how i met K. I love going out with B and dancing b/c she can really fucking dance and its just so much fun. but im not old enough to get into anywhere cool and she is always to busy. I need a g/f my age that will go dancing with me. and watch me break and not bitch about it and not care that i need to go talk to someone for a second. woah...no, im not going there. im not gonna bring up old memories, that shit just hurts to much and i dont need that right now.
fuck it im gonna go kill some fuckers. killzone will own you all!
I might have said this before but seriousely I fucking hate girls sometimes. I know that I'm kinda playing a few girls right now, but the only problem with that is that one of them is fucking clinging to me and the others are ignoring me. And the one clinging needs to back off...seriously. I hate to say it but yea I'm ignoring her text messages and then gonna give her some bullshit about how i didnt have my phone on me. I don't want to deal with her. I don't want a girlfriend...at least not her. I can think of at least two girls I wouldn't mind dating, she is not one of them. I guess thats what I get though for being a slut. no I didn't sleep with her, we just made out and I really hope that she doesn't think that it was something more than it was. Fuck...I knew this was gonna happen. Me trying to please myself is only gonna make things worse. I guess I didn't learn anything. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeap...room mate pissing me off. I can't even being to explain how annoying he is. Ever seen someone bitch about FREE FOOD!? Yea, he does. everything has to be his perfect little way, even though he wants everyone to do it for him. what a fucking douche! glad the basterd is gonna start paying some fucking bills around here now.
God I wanted to go out and do something tonight, with....shit no names...We'll call her K. I called her yesterday to see if she wanted to hang out today and she said that she had some stuff to do but would give me a call. HA! Yea fucking right...leading me on like every other fucking girl. I sent her a text message earlier and she has sent a few back, nothing about why she didnt call and im sure she isnt going to say anything about it either. I'm sure that I'm not going to talk to her to much more unless I see her at the club.
I wish I could go dance with someone...and not booty dance, that just pisses me off. note thats how i met K. I love going out with B and dancing b/c she can really fucking dance and its just so much fun. but im not old enough to get into anywhere cool and she is always to busy. I need a g/f my age that will go dancing with me. and watch me break and not bitch about it and not care that i need to go talk to someone for a second. woah...no, im not going there. im not gonna bring up old memories, that shit just hurts to much and i dont need that right now.
fuck it im gonna go kill some fuckers. killzone will own you all!