Nov 27, 2004 11:46
57. I hate every single one of my ex-boyfriends!
58. I hate cheaters, how immature
HAHAHAHA! wow...thats just funny...really really is.
k note i got really bored this morning and thought i would see check all of my friends myspace pages...so i wonder across my ex's. now i hadnt looked at this in a long time. ive been trying to get her out of me head. and doing a damn good job of it. but inthe past when i would look at this or her xanga i would get in the wrost mood and be pissy for days. this is just to funny! i know that its just a simple fact that she is listing down, but if you've known her as long as me you'd see something in that. well that and if you look at almost all her other posts. they all...well almost all...mention me. about hating me, calling me names, or even trying to throw how happy she is in my face. it worked for a while, untill i realised that she is still hung up on me. just like she was still hung up on her last loser ass b/f before me. so i really hope she is happy in her rebound relationship, im proud of her for moving on so fast...-snicker-
anyways, that made me laugh, which is better than pissing me off like it used to. im just glad to see that she is still a selfish little girl who cant grow up. and cant take care of herself. -sigh-
damn i slept good last night. i need to start sleeping with ummm....shit.....this is gonna sound hella gay but the other night i picked up one of my stuffed animals and slept with it...it was freaking nice, just to have something to hold on to i guess. pillows never worked, not soft enough. but anyways i fell asleep watching the all time best movie ever! The Princess Bride...w00t!!! i know i hadnt been asleep to long, b/c i it was still on when C called me, i feel bad for not hearing her text message, but im really happy that she called. she called b/c her ex had just called her with some b/s question that anyone he would have known would have known. then he starts giving her the ol' i want you back shit. i dont exactly remember everything about the convo b/c i was really asleep, but the fact that she called me, even after calling her bestest friend makes me feel really good. i dont know if i did any good, but i tried to listen and give some feed back like i normaly do. my main reaction was that this kid needs to have his ass beat and needs to stop being a douche bag. but yea, the only reason he needs his ass beat would mean that i would need mine beat as well...blah. but i got a call waking me up this morning from my sister telling me that my punk ass beter get down to my parents soon. my nephew wants to go skate! and as some of you may know, im not that fond of kids...unless its my sisters kids. they are freaking cool as hell. they have grown out of the really annoying stage of being a kid and through everything they have always loved me. mainly b/c im the closets to their age, but yea. ive had a blast looking after them and haning out and staying with them. took a while for me to get used to going to bed at my normal 3 am and being woken up to bouncing kids at 7...yea...that sucked the first time.
ive got so much shit to do that i dont think im gonna take a shower this morning...shit...its noon. i have to clean out my car, get all my clothes together so my mommy can wash them :) and then freakin drive down there. let me tell you something about the drive to lawton. the only time its ever been bearable is when D/F goes with me. I dont know what to call him here...stupid kid having two names. ill go with F b/c thats what everyone knows him as. ive taken so many people down to lawton with me and he is the only one that makes it fun. but i gotta get started on all this and then go...so ghay. i dont know if im gonna stay till sunday or not...i might. but i will be shut off. yes shut off from everyone. unless i go into town where i get phone signal. which i might to go see my friends, b/c they are always, and i mean always at the mall. thats where i met them, that where we hung out. i was a mall rat. on second thought i am gonna take a shower. i need to the steam to break up this congestion in my chest and so i can fix my hair. i seem to feel a little better about myself when i have it fixed...but im not going to get into the whole catch 22 about fixing my hair. it sucks.
i want the dogs out of my house!
just a p.s. to all this. i was reading back over it when i re-re-read the first and second line. i think someone needs to remind her that she cheated on a b/f to be with me. man...that makes it even funnier!