Kentucky
So kentucky so far is amazing. Powers and I have been here now for over 2 months. We arrived on June 8th. We got our own place around july 24th. Its awesome, 2 bedroom town house with 1.5 baths. Kitchen, living room, and a special room under the stairs, i can fit a bed in there if i want, just like harry potter lol. I work at the UPS store up the road, and chirs works at Sonic as a fry cook. It sucks he hates it soo much. They even had him cut his hair. Hes so cute without it though,a very handsome kid. I really liked his hair though it was him.. it was all part of his grungy guy look and i thought it was the sexiest thing ever. But I was looking threw craigslist help wanted ads the ther day and i found one that was for an organic farm aprentice. So we drove out, 1hr 40 minutes the other day and got a good look at the place, its very nice. He'll be going the first week of september, hell be there for 2 months, untill the end of october, begining of november. Its going to suck. I have to stay home with Cosmo, and come up with all the rent. He'll be making 100 a week, so its better than nothing, but its going to suck driving out to visit him on the weekends. Im gunna be so lonely.. we still have no friends, it will be me and Cosmo, but whatever. Ill make do i guess. I have no choice really. Im happy that hes going to be a farmer for a while, hes wanted to for so long and i found the job for him so yeah. I knew it would make him happy or i never would have pointed it out to him. Hes got a nice cabin to live in with the other apprentices. Theres furniture.. im so jealouse, he gets a real bed. all we have is a futon mattress... one of the neighbors gave us an ancient televison, and the other a broken tv antena.. it was so sweet and cute haha. Anyhow, im lovin it here. I like Chris a lot also. I do miss Rob, quit a bit, but so be it. I have to let it all go. Im starting new with Chris and Kentucky and its awesome. We never fight. hes so agreeable and im learning to be more relaxed. Im so relaxed. theres like no stress and its amazing. Ive never known a house without yelling or tension, and for the first time ever i can sit and JUST sit and not be botherd. I can do the dishes when i feel like it. I have no one nagging to clean the bathroom. Its amazing. this is the most relaxed ive ever been. people out here are so diferent it sucks only having walmart to shop at though and the people are so dumb when theyre shopping omg i hate it. Anyhow, life is awesome and I wish someone wold come visit so i can show them how beautiful it is out here. No one beleives me about how awesome it really is. Berea has to be my favorite place to go to out here. Its the folk art capital of kentucky. there are so many working artiseans its amazing. theres so much local stuff, jams, jellys etc. fruit veggies, meat, we go to the farmers market and splurge on veggies when we have money. its sad that that is our "treat" i havent eaten food in months and i dont care! weve been eating ramen, its all we can afford at the moment and probably for a very long ass time. I tried to get food stamps, they said we make too much money. they add up your income before taxes it sucks. and they just assume that we have how ever many hours we are supoused to from week to week. Im waited to be able to start mornings at work so i can find a second job a few nights a week. ANyhow, im off to walk the hound or someting im so bored chris has work till about 5am and it sucks