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I am really starting to miss being on the tracks everyday. All of the squatter crew hopped out of phoenix. I miss having someone to drink with everyday like i used to. I have been sober for 10 days now and it really doesn't feel as good as i thought it would. Everyday I lay on my floor, watch tv and look at the tree outside my window. It shines green and happiness. I ran a mile today in 14 minutes. I have never felt this out of shape in my life. All of my old friends have left me and moved on to bigger and better things. I am happy for them though, I hope they are all very happy. I am waiting for my life to get on the fast track and hopefully to start getting my act together.