who the fucks bright idea was it to give me a credit card
you know on a scale of bright ideas me having a credit card really is not up there with the best of them! i had to go set up my new bank account yesterday for my new job and they gave me a new overdraft (it's not bad enough that i still haven't even made a dent in terms of paying back the £1600 i owe on my other account) and a credit card with a near enough two grand limit. now you see i'm not the most responsible person in the world when it comes to money and were as a sensible person might think ok these things don't have to be touched and might just come in hand for a rainy day' that really is not what is going through my head!!!!! i'm thinking new computer, guitar, season ticket, beer, cigerettes, drugs and just generally what can i blow three thousand pounds of credit on! it really isn't healthy that that is the first place i go is it!!!!! you think i would have grown up and learned some reastraint by now!!! i mean it even crossed my mind to use the money and go to wrestlemania (there are still tickets availible). god i've really got to stop thinking about this! but on the other hand it is all at a very low payback rate on the account of me being staff hmmmmmmmmmm interesting!
you know what im not going to do though is tell my parents because they'd probably find a way to either take my cards off me and/or make me give money to them!!!! which inveritable they would not be able to do if i spent all the money on going to wrestlemania!!!!
it feels really weird it being mid day and it being about my bed time! i woke up at midnight last night and havent been back to sleep yet! this kind of sleeping patern really is not good for your state of mind! i really dont have a clue what the fuck is going on!!!!
friday was mint! good knows how many hours of solid drinking listening to radio rock and a few bad movies (with the exeption of rocky 2 which is quite a good movie). sure was quite drunk!
this however leads me to another point which in a state of being drunk and hungover annoyed me (in a jelouse and egotistical sort of way!)
Jack you see is not following natural order. being the oldest of us all why is it that he can still be such a morning person having drank a loooooottttttt of drink and having very few hours sleep? its not right, order dictates that the older you get the worse you feel after a night of drinking and the longer you need to recover from it!!!!! thats two weeks in a row now that we have drank in to the very early hours in to a state of pretty drunk drunkenness only for him to wake up after about 20 minits sleep as perky as some kind of happy bouncy smurf elven type creature whilst i am laying there either out like a light of in a state of such sevire pain and dehidration that i have no ability or desire to move!
its not on jack start acting your age it's frustrating me and making me feel quite bad about things! also on this subject make your hair start thinning and start getting sun burned! because as someone older than me these are things that should catch up with you befor they catch up with me! its natural order!!!!!
there we go jack you have been told!!!!
the royal rumble was mint i'm glad jayne was on holiday because i doubt she would have been that apprieciative of me shouting at the TV like i was at about 4 in the morning! it was just so damn dramatic!!!!!!!
oh yeah i really want to know at which point in the past couple of days i busted my head open! at a random point on saturday i noticed that there was a scabbed up, very deep, two inch long cut on to of my head which i really have no idea how it happened!!! i must have been walking around for quite a while with blood in my hair! how embarressing!!!!!
i'm doing a fifty book challenge thing this year (which translates as i have a year to read fifty novels - i could cheat and just read some mister men books or something but thats not aloud)) it's mint! but as i have a brain like a big blonde seive i'm going to use my good ole journal to keep track of what i've actually read.
so as of this momment i have finished four completed novels
1) i,lucifer - glenn duncan
2) e - Matt Beamont
3) The Cutting Room - Louise Post
4) T-shirt and Genes - Richard Aspin
i'm just about to finish the years fith novel but as i have not actually finished yet i'm not going to note it down as i will just end up confusing my self!
i was so happy that certain TV channels have started showing Batfink agian! god that cartoon was great!!!! and well still is!
that'll do for now i think i'm going to bed or something like that!!!!!!!
you know what im not going to do though is tell my parents because they'd probably find a way to either take my cards off me and/or make me give money to them!!!! which inveritable they would not be able to do if i spent all the money on going to wrestlemania!!!!
it feels really weird it being mid day and it being about my bed time! i woke up at midnight last night and havent been back to sleep yet! this kind of sleeping patern really is not good for your state of mind! i really dont have a clue what the fuck is going on!!!!
friday was mint! good knows how many hours of solid drinking listening to radio rock and a few bad movies (with the exeption of rocky 2 which is quite a good movie). sure was quite drunk!
this however leads me to another point which in a state of being drunk and hungover annoyed me (in a jelouse and egotistical sort of way!)
Jack you see is not following natural order. being the oldest of us all why is it that he can still be such a morning person having drank a loooooottttttt of drink and having very few hours sleep? its not right, order dictates that the older you get the worse you feel after a night of drinking and the longer you need to recover from it!!!!! thats two weeks in a row now that we have drank in to the very early hours in to a state of pretty drunk drunkenness only for him to wake up after about 20 minits sleep as perky as some kind of happy bouncy smurf elven type creature whilst i am laying there either out like a light of in a state of such sevire pain and dehidration that i have no ability or desire to move!
its not on jack start acting your age it's frustrating me and making me feel quite bad about things! also on this subject make your hair start thinning and start getting sun burned! because as someone older than me these are things that should catch up with you befor they catch up with me! its natural order!!!!!
there we go jack you have been told!!!!
the royal rumble was mint i'm glad jayne was on holiday because i doubt she would have been that apprieciative of me shouting at the TV like i was at about 4 in the morning! it was just so damn dramatic!!!!!!!
oh yeah i really want to know at which point in the past couple of days i busted my head open! at a random point on saturday i noticed that there was a scabbed up, very deep, two inch long cut on to of my head which i really have no idea how it happened!!! i must have been walking around for quite a while with blood in my hair! how embarressing!!!!!
i'm doing a fifty book challenge thing this year (which translates as i have a year to read fifty novels - i could cheat and just read some mister men books or something but thats not aloud)) it's mint! but as i have a brain like a big blonde seive i'm going to use my good ole journal to keep track of what i've actually read.
so as of this momment i have finished four completed novels
1) i,lucifer - glenn duncan
2) e - Matt Beamont
3) The Cutting Room - Louise Post
4) T-shirt and Genes - Richard Aspin
i'm just about to finish the years fith novel but as i have not actually finished yet i'm not going to note it down as i will just end up confusing my self!
i was so happy that certain TV channels have started showing Batfink agian! god that cartoon was great!!!! and well still is!
that'll do for now i think i'm going to bed or something like that!!!!!!!