i'm the king of zimbabwe
so new years was mint sure made up for the hell on earth that was the christmas period this year!!!! constant arguing and attitude from everyone in the house, my having no personal space due to jai moving back in and just (with my dads permission) taking over everything, it really is great being clearly acknowledged as a 5th rate person! i get insulted and called names all day, i'm sat hear in the library now just to get out of the house because i've been being insulted all morning. not in a nice way but in a general being insulted way! being called a lazy fucking liar over and over again because i did not feel up to walking in to town today to visit agencys because a) it's raining b)i have one hell of a chest infection that i really want to rest off befor my HSBC interveiw on thursday c)because i'm still recovering from a dislocated elbow which i hurt again on sunday and is quite uncomfortable when i move around to much and d) because i'cee strained a muscle in my neck which hurts every time i move nevermind everything else! so does that make me lazy .....no i think not! but apparently i made all this stuff up in spite of at least three of the things on my list being quite clearly visible! but hell they obviously wrote the dictionary and have more of a clue as to what the word liar means than i do! so dad what have you accomplished today? your son has set up two interveiws you on the other hand have watched TV and got drunk by 1pm and decided to give me a load of abuse! for fuck sake you people have taken all my money (best part of £3,000 in three months including £700 three days befor christmas leaving me with no cash to buy presants or anything! i couldn't even give jayden, taylor, dannii and ricky a couple of pounds like i do every year now that was humiliating having to say that to a bunch of little kids! sorry kids i can't spare any money this year! they've taken all my space, all my pride, everything now it's just like droping insults in to every conversation just to rob me of my dignity, it's bullying. yes i don't have a job right now but god help me i'm trying and if you wonder why i havent been getting up full of vigor and energy in the past few days it's because i'm fucking depressed! it's like being the fat kid at school all over again at least then at various intervals some of the houses i lived in didn't take all my money!!!!
i'm very close to breakng point were that house is concerned!!!! god help me.
as i started new years was mint though! we may not have had cheese toasties (though the club did give me a free 16' pizza which if you have ever had the food from the wolverhampton food equivilent of the red light district you would know quite how good those pizzas are) or we may not have had cards but what we did have was a shit load of alcohol, most of it free due to a very flawed drinks refill promotion which seemed to alow people just to go and get 5 free drinks at once! about 4000 cigaretts, i still cant feel my throat but never mind it's mint! we had Dave which always makes for a good night!!!! it was nice to see him again and even nicer to know that he is exactly the same as he was when i left him.
some persoanl highlights of the night still drinking at 6am with a very bollocksed jack to trying to convince us that he was part of a reble group that invaded zimbabwe and that chris (lovingly refered to as that bastard over there) was part of a faciest resistance group. he was getting really passionat about it and it was pretty hilarious
Mike chain smoking and then trying to convince me that it didn't really count as smoking because it was new years eve.
being on a train station at about 9:30 in the morning about thirty minutes after the club had finally kicked us out, about as drunk as i've ever been in my life, just after much pisssing on a church, me and mike in absolute histerics just because a train was going to a place called Barth. which for some reason was the funniest thing ever!
it was one of the best new years ever but one that made me glad i'm never drinking again!!!
"i need to buy soime cigaretts"
"but you have a pack in your hand"
"but i need to buy some more"
"why?"
"because i've quite today"
thats about as much as my logic was working at that point in the morning!
just have to drop in a quick mention about the trip to walsall (god i cant beleive i went volentarily to the west midlands twice in two days).
it was so good to go to an way Bristol Rovers game and come back not wanting to kill yourself and\or Kyle! made the whole day worth while in one of those affirmational sort of ways. the hiroic last minute equaliser. it was lick rocky but for football!!!
so anyway i couldn't be more glad that 2006 hyas come to an end it really does rank as one of the worst years of my life! and i don't think i'm the only one to say that! but hears to a new year, a new start and other such things!
mint peace out!!!!
i'm very close to breakng point were that house is concerned!!!! god help me.
as i started new years was mint though! we may not have had cheese toasties (though the club did give me a free 16' pizza which if you have ever had the food from the wolverhampton food equivilent of the red light district you would know quite how good those pizzas are) or we may not have had cards but what we did have was a shit load of alcohol, most of it free due to a very flawed drinks refill promotion which seemed to alow people just to go and get 5 free drinks at once! about 4000 cigaretts, i still cant feel my throat but never mind it's mint! we had Dave which always makes for a good night!!!! it was nice to see him again and even nicer to know that he is exactly the same as he was when i left him.
some persoanl highlights of the night still drinking at 6am with a very bollocksed jack to trying to convince us that he was part of a reble group that invaded zimbabwe and that chris (lovingly refered to as that bastard over there) was part of a faciest resistance group. he was getting really passionat about it and it was pretty hilarious
Mike chain smoking and then trying to convince me that it didn't really count as smoking because it was new years eve.
being on a train station at about 9:30 in the morning about thirty minutes after the club had finally kicked us out, about as drunk as i've ever been in my life, just after much pisssing on a church, me and mike in absolute histerics just because a train was going to a place called Barth. which for some reason was the funniest thing ever!
it was one of the best new years ever but one that made me glad i'm never drinking again!!!
"i need to buy soime cigaretts"
"but you have a pack in your hand"
"but i need to buy some more"
"why?"
"because i've quite today"
thats about as much as my logic was working at that point in the morning!
just have to drop in a quick mention about the trip to walsall (god i cant beleive i went volentarily to the west midlands twice in two days).
it was so good to go to an way Bristol Rovers game and come back not wanting to kill yourself and\or Kyle! made the whole day worth while in one of those affirmational sort of ways. the hiroic last minute equaliser. it was lick rocky but for football!!!
so anyway i couldn't be more glad that 2006 hyas come to an end it really does rank as one of the worst years of my life! and i don't think i'm the only one to say that! but hears to a new year, a new start and other such things!
mint peace out!!!!