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I'm living at my mom's house again. The plan is to save 5000 bucks and then find my own little apartment or duplex. This living with other people is stressful. I just want to feel free. I want to come home and know that the house will be in the same state as when I left it. I've gone 3 years living with kevin and his parents ( how pathetic) and nothing ever fell into line. And I recently exploded. It's not right to hold in strong feelings for such a long period of time. you end up saying things that hurt others. But, I suppose that is the price you pay when you try not to step on anyone's toes for such a stretch of time. Don't get me wrong. They are great people. But, I shouldn't have been living with my "in-laws" at all. For 3 1/2 years I haven't had a relationship with Kevin. It has been a relationship with Kevin and his mom. And it has hindered our growth. Mine especially. I am 22 and I have spent 3 years trying to help his family with their issues, problems and drama. And it has turned me into a mess of a person emotionally.
Big changes.
Finally it's about ME. And my life.
October 2nd was my 3 year anniversary at Fashion Bug!!!!!
I am so proud of myself.
I'm ready to make new friends and live my life!