this is hard
i feel like crying today. this moving on process is up and down. my dad emailed me and asked if ben and i wanted to go on a trip to mexico for my graduation so i emailed him back and said we are no longer together and the only people i really have to go on trips with are caitlin and shaye so maybe cash would work better since he doesn't think i'm safe to go with girls.
ben defriended me on facebook and i finally replied to his apology message and said we could never be together.
i have so much work to do today but we're having a party tonight so maybe i will forget about everything by then. right now, i just have a huge lump in my throat.
ben defriended me on facebook and i finally replied to his apology message and said we could never be together.
i have so much work to do today but we're having a party tonight so maybe i will forget about everything by then. right now, i just have a huge lump in my throat.