back
well, here i am back in atlanta. i'm almost all the way moved back in. i just need to put sheets on my bed, put my clothes away, and finish laundry. and get groceries--that's key. i gave the play tickets to brooke and randy, because ben's working and i am in a fight with my mom so we're not speaking so i don't want to see her. brooke and randy will have fun and i'm happy for them. i'm happy for a lot of people lately and i'm happy to see people doing well. i talked to shaye today for hours while i unpacked and it feels good to be back. shaye is a good person to talk to. i will feel much better when everything is unpacked and i'm all settled in, just doing homework, going to class, going to work, and hanging out. ben and i are in a fight too, which happens a lot lately. i'm just so depressed so that doesn't help, my mom getting mad doesn't help, his financial and family situations don't help, and i guess neither does mine. i wanted to hang out with him tonight but we're doing different things and that's okay. i try not to get jealous about certain girls but sometimes i just don't feel reassurance. i guess i shouldn't need reassurance but maybe i do. i hope i see him tomorrow after i work. lottie is here with me. that was nice of chase to wait to give her to me. and caitlin came down last night and we just chilled and it was a lot of fun. she ordered pizza and baked awesome cookies. i have so many books i almost filled up all the shelves in the living room. it's a little library, which i am super nerdily excited about.
go see cloverfield! ahh!
go see cloverfield! ahh!